Witnessing Our Winter...

[A short LIFE]
Almost 2 weeks've passed since my birthday. Not much has changed, after all. Besides those new stuff concerning school thingies, situation here flew as the way I expected. New problems've just arisen this week [in Indonesia n here of course], but I'm still glad to be able to manage n take care of them with own way [some r still not solved yet, though].

One of my best pals in my homeland has gone today forever. N for his leaving, these tears are words of regretting myself not to be by your side at the time of your last breath...forgive me...


[YUKI ga MITTA]
Hey, finally it's snowing...
Watching such white n soft yet gentle flowers [defining them as flowers is due to their beauty] falling from above in the morning, at the backyard of our home really eases you from your pains for a moment, no matter how hard they are. This exquisite wonder is common for some people, but for me...it just made my heart laugh [which'd been silent for a long time] a few minutes ago. It really meant that much for me. I cried but I was relieved...that finally you're released from that disease...[sorry, I kinda remembered him because of this snow]. Ah, what a gift that You have for me, My Lord....
I hope this year's winter in Holland would be much prettier than ever.

[REMEMBRANCE]

For the best pal of mine who has left us all...n returned to Him in heaven...

"Losing a friend might be so painful, but losing someone's trust on you is much worse than anything...n therefore I'm glad to know that you still had yours on me as much as I do til your last time"

"We might miss the day we walked n laughed together n shared each other's feelings, but we would never give up on our lives only because of our past."

"Now that everyone whom you trust has gone away, the only two that you should hold on to is your God and yourself."

"No matter what happens, a friend will always be he/she who comes whenever we need him/her, n he/she whom we come to whenever he/she needs us."

"Although it was just a past, bearing our burdens together was one of the best parts of my life that I'd never forget."

These words are also for all my friends who still live n share the same sky, the same earth...
I love u all...n especially you, Dai....