[ReS]-pEcTeD dEsTrOy//Er

holy crap

2007-11-25T06:22:00.001+01:00

Hahah, been 3 years already. Almost completely forgot that this blog ever existed..... took me a good hour to figure out the damn weird username. But then luckily google account could be used to login. Pheww.... It's just fun to read through the old archives from years ago. N those old pics... :D

Not that life is less n less interesting, it's just pure laziness.

To sum it all up...

Unsettled.

Only doing part-time jobs, which has been fortunate, especially when there are Pasar Malam (PM) or some night events. This year there was about one PM per month (actually more, but Sunda Kelapa (SK), the restaurant where I work at doesn't wanna participate more than once a month). Every PM has 4 full days of work (Thu-Sun). Full, i mean...full.

Oh by the freakin way, here's how we do PM's generally....

On Thu, u come to SK at around 12 pm to go get the stuff needed to build ur tent in PM, load them all in ur boss' minivan. It might take like 2 hours to get the stuff, load them n have lunch a bit :D . And then u leave SK with ur boss (usually 5 people), try to get to PM location asap (which sometimes can take u 3 hours, since every PM is located in different towns). There u build ur tent, set the electricity n some big heavy stuff, decorate, set the lights, dine, pee, poo etc. Finish at 8 pm (if u work with smart-ass fellas) or 10 pm (if u only get stupid orcs to work with). Then get home.

On Fri, u come to SK at 8.30 am, help the cooking for PM, prepare n pack the food, recheck, load them all in minivan (lots) n leave at 11.00 am. Arrive at PM (let's say 14.00 pm, which is too late since PM starts on Fri at 13.00 pm), unload the food, place to the serving trays, recheck all stuff, decorate, n get ready for the real work. One cashier, two people for preparing the food (nyekep), one person for warming the food and doing the final touch of each plate, one person as waiter. U do one of those til 11 pm. Clean ur tent, get rid of all the remaining food, load them all in van n go home. U arrive at SK at 2 am, unload all dirty stuff as fast as u can n go home (ur boss drives u home). I guarantee u smell like shit so dun forget to take shower n stuff n go sleep. Usually at 3 am u snore already.

On Sat, u wake up at 7 am, ready ur ass to go to SK...arrive at 8.30 am n do the same stuff as yesterday. Note that today has always been the busiest day, so more food to load. N during ur work, if it gets crowded dun ever look at the line of customers since it will paralyse u (somehow) n knock ur head off u won't be able to know what to do. Dinner time will be twice harder for u to think, especially if u're the one who makes/prepares the food. Expect to see some receipts of weird orders, e.g. 'one plate of one-third white rice, one-third fried rice, one-third bakmi, with rendang no semur, a half balinese egg, 2 stokjes chicken satays one with sauce n one is without (what the hell, it's in one plate u m**********r), a bit of sambal goreng buncis, no serundeng but lotsa acar n lots of lodeh n lotsa kuah soto.' It's not hard, but considering how u must read through the receipt n check each one while behind u there are still hundreds of receipts waiting to be made O.o u're gonna wish if people could be like u; order the damn simple NGRS (nasi goreng rames) or BGRS (bakmi rames) or even just buy krupuk n get the hell out. Anyway, once u finish u're gonna feel like u're in heaven...for a few seconds, then clean the stuff n do the yesterday's routine.

Sunday, last day (yuppiee)...dun get excited, today can be as asskicking as on Sat, or even worse. U do the daily routine, but faster, since PM today starts at 12 pm. Get to the PM, start working....at 2 pm more n more customers come, at 4 pm u see a similar view like yesterday, n the stupid receipts with stupid orders. The good thing is, today PM only opens til 8 pm. So, less hours of hell. The bad thing is, u do the yesterday's routine along with getting rid of ur tent n load all the stuff in the minivan. All the stuff including the reserved food, big n heavy stuff, all the............stuff. Use every inch of the space behind ur boss' minivan, nothing left, til there's no air, til even a fly can't get in. whatever... Let's see......we usually finish at 11 pm. Arrive at SK at 1 am. Unload allll the stuff. Place the tent stuff to the storage, food stuff to the kitchen etc. Finish at 2 am. N at that time, u take a deep breath n feel the wonder of life. U get the money n ur boss will take u home, chitchat a bit, cekaka cekiki. U arrive in front of ur room at 3 am. Open the door, turn on the light, n look at ur sleeping friends to see some peaceful faces :P n finally look at ur PS 2. Turn it on n be with it til u get sleepy n finally in slumber. N next day u just look at ur wallet, be happy n realize the stink of ur ass. Holy crap, me no shower yet!

Well, that's what we mostly do during such events like PM. Since i got more free time I could work my ass more. Per PM usually gets me 250-350 euro for 4 workdays. Also doing other part-time jobs so it's enough. Next year I'll get to manage SK so hopefully things will be better (financially ^^ ) and can return to get focused on my study.

Wooot

2005-11-06T21:23:00.000+01:00

Woot woot, been months w/o blogging lol...
Just a few hours before b-day...dunno what to do. exam's over [yes, it's only one xD], assignments as well.
Have to go to den haag to meet my Dad's friend, but needa resort bux, for food etc.

Well, gonna post again some more after calling indo. ^^

Recovery Time

2005-07-27T21:33:00.000+02:00

A lot has happened during these months without blog.

College thingy: Planning on taking Media and Art specialization next year, as this is one of those interesting fields nowadays. Well, at least in Holland...advertising stuff needs more creative n original ideas, a challenging aspect to be at higher recognition above everyone else. But first of all, take care of last year's assignments. No problem tho...^^ Ups, I havent returned that book to the library yet XD....aww, will i get a charge cuze of this? Also, the consultation meeting...errr, nothing needs to be discussed with the tutor.

Work thingy: no income yet. Next gardening, however, will be much busier than usual, since the boss has been taking a vacation for 3-4 weeks. Maybe 50 euros per day, enough to buy phone cards...but not for paying home rent...huuhuu..im poor... :D been asking jobs to everywhere through private mails, but still avoiding restaurant offers. Oniichan has another job for me to work with him at 'Pasar Malem' from Friday to Sunday during this summer. I have to take that offer asap!!!

Leisure thingy: none to tell. online game, chatting with homemates, watching movies etc. O yeah, I almost made real money from it by selling my char to everyone else who was interested. Unfortunately, another char seller has higher level n better items, so goodbye 1500 euro :( Thats why, maybe it's better if I lvl my char n get better items n then sell for even 2000 euro. That will be nice :D
As u know, lvling char in KAL takes months, n with my char at lvl 55, its worth 1000 euro..even more. At least to help Mom n Dad ^^.

Etc etc: I have been sending sms to Dad, Mom, Granma n Lil Bro for their b-days even before the due dates. But maybe sms.ac doesn't work anymore, so, until i can buy a phone card, meanwhile i hope U wont mind i say greetings here:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD, MOM, GRANDMA AND LIL BRO!!!!
SEMOGA ALLAH SWT MEMBERIKAN LIMPAHAN RAHMAH DAN BERKAH YANG LEBIH BUAT SEMUANYA.
MOHON MAAF AMAM HANYA BISA MEMBERIKAN SELAMAT LEWAT BLOG, but WILL CALL U DIRECTLY A.S.A.P.

Ok, till next time ^^
-will post more often during this summer-

Nearly finished :D

2005-04-06T16:33:00.000+02:00

OK, we finally made a sales video presentation. Marc as the main actor [or whatever], me as the supporting actor, Sully as the scriptwriter n director, Ama as the spectator n editor, n Hailong as the inventory supplier XD

The making's supposed to be at One but got delayed cuze we needed to find a room with more spaces than a small project room. There's one available at Three so we had to wait til then. Meanwhile I read the script...hehehehe, I only had a few lines. Didn't need to practise it. But Marc had at least two pages that he needed to memorize some of them. He was unprepared to do this stuff so we needed to take more shots than expected. Don't wanna put the script here since it's a bit long for a 5-minutes presentation. Only the main part, then.

Marc acted as an owner of a big event organizer company, but his new idea was not accepted and always got thrown away by his colleagues. He kept talking to himself about his Dubai Desert Formula One concept over n over again, til Adji came. This Adji's his pal n was concerned about Marc being stressed out. So they talked n talked, Marc spoke so enthusiastic while Adji tried to understand every bit of his words. Marc explained about the concept, the benefit of this event, the security aspect, the exciting moment etc [as this is the main content of this presentation]. All of those things were told n Marc was so sure that his idea would be perfect, which somehow made him space out, staring at the wall...dreaming about his idea being real. Adji kept yelling at him, tried to bring him back but useless. So he left his pal alone. After Adji's gone, Marc started to talk to himself again, said as if this concept was real n he'd gain much profits etc etc.......so late that he finally realized Adji's not there anymore. "Adji...Adji, where da hell r u? Adji!"
N the video ended.

Actually I was not too satisfied with this script since it's less appealing and not persuasive enough [if this is a sales presentation, what was the idea about getting our concept refused by public at the first time?]. But I hated to comment on Sully's script since I got tired n wanted to go home. As long as it's finished then fine. I did my part, n the rest would be Ama's job to edit the cut. OK then, go home, go home :D

-AGENDA-
1. Study Guidance Appointment with Jennifer on Thursday at A1-32 14.00 [bring ur PDP].
2. VAR Market Meeting.
3. Personal Process Report.
4. Spanish Language Assignment.
5. Leisure History n Connection assignments, Financial Management Exam.
6. Group Evaluation Meeting on Monday.
7. More to come...

At the end of the day...

2005-03-29T17:21:00.000+02:00

...our group finished all of them. 'THEM' refers to the Group Product Plan, Research Report, CRM 13 Strategic Steps, Process Report n Logbook with shits. Only one and has been the same problem all over these years: Copycentrum. Dont wanna talk craps about it, cuze we've got tired of it. Also the tutor and the consultant were both unavailable at their offices today, meaning our reports would not even be read for this week [if they do not show up on tuesday, they would usually not show up for a whole week...that's the typical thing for us, ILM students :P].

Nine o'clock in the morning was an exam about CRM that we have done. It had 4 questions and each of them needed at least half of an A4-paper answer. Not that difficult, since CRM was my thingy and Hailong's [and i bet the other group members had somehow found some of the questions hard :P].

Meeting was held after the exam. Yolanda didn't even -for once more- call that she was sick, which would be hard for her cuze we almost decided to kick her out. She still didn't contribute to the group much [as Hailong most of the time did her part] n this would be very very very very hard to keep her in our group. I hope she realize this before having tomorrow's meeting... I dunno, by calling Ama or Marc about her absence today instead of sending message to Hailong very late :(

DEAD or ALIVE 2
O yeah, last night we had a very good time fighting together. It's been a long time not doing this:
- Elvin with her Lei Fang
- UC with his Ein
- AJ with his Kasumi
- Haryo with his Helena
- Beni with his Bayman
And two more guests:
- Onii-chan with his Ayane
- Ti-Q with MY Kasumi :(

N guess the strange circle of death between us was still rolling on, tho now it changed. Lei Fang's more powerful while Kasumi's weaker XD, spent half an hour only to beat the goddamn Ninja couples in a tag battle etc. But anyway, it's so exciting as ever, hehehehehehe....

MARVEL vs CAPCOM 2
I beat Haryo's Femme Fatale!!!! This fatal couple [Storm, Rogue and Psylocke] used to finish my chars in no time. But now I have also my own couple: Homicide Hombres [Magneto, SpiderMan, Hayato]. It's not easy to fight Fatale, but at least I won once XD and either way, I still got my ass kicked by him a couple o times...X.X

Nice days guys!!!^^

Agenda for Wednesday:
Exam for Leisure Trends at 9 in D111, 80 Y/N Questions.
Meeting for the video presentation after that n about Yolanda.
Individual Process Report.
--dunno what to put more--

Ok, see tomorrow!

LoGGeR 94: da HouSE [2]

2005-03-17T09:57:00.000+01:00

-KitChen N DiNinG RooM-

LoGGeR 94: da HouSE [1]

2005-03-17T09:54:00.000+01:00

-LiviN' RooM-

Another Useless School Day

2005-03-07T14:31:00.000+01:00

Siaul, hari jumat ke kampus buat nyewa laptop for weekend [for a specific reason :P], n gua udah reserve hari kemis sebelumnya buat yakin dapet, eeh tau2 orang kampus bilank reserve gua dibatalin karena hr septu bakal ada Open Dag. Udah jauh2 dateng ke skul nyampe beku cuma buat dapet jawaban:

"We're sorry cuze my colleague didn't know that there'd be an Open Hour on Saturday n she reserved one for you...Actually all of the laptops will be used during that day so no one can rent them this time."

So, what's the point on me coming to school? Yaa gua tanya aja kok gak ditelpon biar gak nguras waktu orang sia2. Eh dia bilank maaf, maaf.....n that's another shit.

I'd have better slept in da house recovering health n mana to gain a perfect consciousness than being here. Fuhh...nvm then.

Another day, which is today, was supposed to be a meeting day for us. Tiga orang dateng [gua,Hailong n Yolanda] except another three. Jadi nunggu, nunggu n nunggu til half an hour but noone showed his ass. Gua gak ada urusan buat diomongin, krn meeting ini sebenernya buat diskusiin contribusi Yolanda for the group [dia gak berperan penting dalam grup, kurang tanggung jawab katanya]. Yolanda dateng, eh para boss [my group has 2 leaders] malah gak dateng. Ya udah, mending gua meeting sama Hailong buat bicarain CRM-strategy. All 13-steps were covered, the advisory report would be done by the 2 of us due on Thu. CRM thingy is one hell easy.

K, so now Im sitting in fronta da school pc n after writing this shit, will be going home.

O yeah, this week's supposed to be Ardennes trip for Leisure students, to Belgium. It's expensive n such a useless trip n therefore I have time to finish CRM ass n product plan in no time. Hey, a lot of studs dont go to Ardennes as well, NICE....XD

"I'm DaTiNg wiTh My BF fOr a WhOLe Day...

2005-02-14T15:46:00.000+01:00

....so can't give a shit about our group!!!!!"

At least that's what I've heard about one of our group members. She didn't attend the meeting today, no news unless we called her n asked... then we're pissed off. Well, she's the leader [Marc's the co-leader...or is it reversed???] n by doing this showed that she's...u know, unreliable. Hmmm, i wonder about her saying a few days ago that all of us need to be serious at school's tasks, while now she's hanging her butts around with her so-called BF rejoicing one day full of vague words such as love, love and love [that's one word].

It's Valentine, but we disapprove her reason. Hello, the meeting's just a few minutes, though Taco kept trying to underpressure us but it's no big deal. We only need everyone's presence. Enough.

Valentine, huh? I always do remember this kinda pop-culture day, since tomorrow will be eMGee's b-day. Heheheh:

A NiCE BirthDAY for U tOmorRow, my DeAr eMGee! [now who's older?heheheheh]

Also, it reminds me having a nice +cheap+ dinner with my goddamn high school mates. Valentine's not only for couples n lovers, right? But also for pals who love each other [YAIXXX!!!!uuggghhhh...puke]

Heh, anyway, now i'm trying to reflect all of those past memories with recent ones here:

THREE YEARS AGO, we still gave chocolate or flowers to girls that we liked [I did ;) ], or invited them for dinner [student budget-wise, it might often be at McDONALDS, or KFC, or GAMMA FRIED CHICKEN!!!!!], watched movies at humiliatingly cheap 21 theaters n did some [xxx] stuff with girls that would be absolutely censored here [relax, Amam is so cute that he did not n would never ever do those disgusting thingies :) Why do I know? Hey, get ur lazy ass out there n read some local newspapers!!!!].

NOWADAYS, based on myself n other housepals:
Sitting in front of own PC for a whole day after 5 hours break [sleeping] doing online games, working at the offices to get internships done, meeting at school n researching Dubai's project to build an F-1 circuit there, doing part-time jobs, cooking n cleaning the apartment, n writing a blog :P.

Well, i guess the difference now is that Valentine's Valentine as written in my calendar n has nothing to do with my life here. We might have thought that today's that special for showing our love more...itu duluuuuuuuuuuuuu.... sekarang... no waste on thinking to keep it special as long as we give our love equally, everyday n everywhere we want.

Life keeps moving, n if u wanna spend this lovable day by throwing away something more important [such as project group XD hehehehe], u will end up being hated by your school mates [from my point of view of recent personal circumstance... unreliable, huh?]

Bleh, who cares.

-SWORD [MMORPG]-

2005-01-25T19:59:00.000+01:00

Post-school project alternative [or more to fixed] activity:

KAL-ONLINE [click n download it!!]

It's Korean-made, a full 3D online RPG that's made each of us, Loggerons of 94, sick because of staying overnight for days. Turning on a computer for a night only for fishing or shop-opening, calling others by phone to meet at certain areas to party n beat the goddamn demons or assassins, having a list of equipments to know the base price n then manipulating at selling stuff, logging in to this game during placement works at the office, orrrr.... borrowing a school laptop to get the shit so noone can even dare disturbing [HUEHEHEHEHEHEH]. These matters are not only happening to one person [as u know who he is], but in fact more out there. Believe me, Loggerons of 94 are just a few of KAL's victims.

SWOT ANALYSIS

Strengths:

- freeeeee 3D MMORPG and needs less than 400 MB HD space
- the shops [player can make his own shop n manipulate the prices]
- beautiful artworks and character equipment designs
- huge worldmap, variety of demons
- interactivity between players [obvious for MMORPGs]
- lots to come in the future [keeping updated]
Weaknesses:

- a bit high computer requirements
- the missions are not strong enough [only finding certain items]
- monotonous BGM
- English grammatical errors
- lacks of jobs/classes [final version will solve this problem, tho]
Opportunities:

- might beat Ragnarok VISUAL-WISE because of 3D graphics.
- more ads of this game might steal more public's attention.
- free!free!free!n the developer doesn't have any plan to
commercialize it.
- the artwork can stand on its own n beat other games'.
Threats:

- some lags and errors have been found within this game n might prevent global users to start or continue playing.
- language stands as the main aspect of a game n therefore this game might take criticisms from public if it is not solved [even later at the final version].
- many great MMORPGs have taken their positions in public these days, n KAL with its version now finds huge difficulties to compete with them.

Wakakakakakakak!!!!
A leisure study, it is!!!! [analysing a game as a leisure subject to global customers]

Leisure Jam!!!!

2005-01-18T13:03:00.000+01:00

Attend the presentation class at 9 o'clock in the morning, i was supposed to. But hell as ever damned, 5 minutes late.

Hey, it'd already been starting before 9...hmmm, wonder leisure guys were more punctual than communication ones? heheheheh....

My group's turn? Would be the third one meaning at 10 o'clock.

.....the first group started.....
.....
.....
.....
finished.
.....the second one.....
.....
.....
.....
finished.
.....the third one......
.....
hey, that's my group's!!! Hehehe, Okey then. Plugged the USB into the laptop, opened the PPT file, checked on my tie, went to n stood at the front of the class and opened it.

Multicultural Workforce; Beginning of the End??
Analysis n Recommendations towards ME Bungalow Park as a New Company within Globalization Era

Spoke....
Spoke...
Spoke..
Spoke.

7 members, there were. 2 persons, it's represented. Me n Aldo. Me doing the ppt as well as the talk. Aldo doing bits of talking. Both of us BROKE THE ICE!!!!!! Hahahah, the presentation went great. People laughed, amazed n was taken for about 15 minutes [another 15 was used for the questions, FYI]. N so we assumed we'd be the best overall for this time....n that we were [pretty confident, as always ^_^!].

Good lord.
This presentation's a nice end for this project [as it started great but progressed bad]. Everyone's learned from all these shits n tried AMA he/she could to finish this project with a good ending.

We did it, My Lord.
We did it.

Recent Games List [post-school leisure project]

2005-01-18T12:33:00.000+01:00

ReCenT [PS2-PAL] Gamez::

1. Dead or Alive 2 Hardcore
2. Kuri2 MIX
3. Marvel vs Capcom 2: New Age of Heroes
4. Soul Calibur 2
5. Final Fantasy X
6. Final Fantasy X-2
7. Zone of the Enders: The 2nd Runner
8. Breath of Fire: Dragon Quarter
9. Arc: Twilight of the Spirit
10. Jade Cocoon 2
11. Star Ocean 3: Till the End of Time
12. Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty
13. Tenchu: Wrath of Heaven
14. Kingdom Hearts
15. Super Bust-A-Move 2
16. Disgaea: Hour of Darkness
17. ICO

-Looking from this list, it's obvious that I'm a Japanese-oriented gamer. AYK, I bought them for about 10-30 euros ^O^ [original versions [no piracy] for more than a half-price, u know where to go]-

5 Tracked [PS2-PAL] Gamez::

1. Final Fantasy XII
2. Kingdom Hearts II
3. Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater
4. Devil May Cry 3: Dante's Awakening
5. Shadow Hearts: Covenant

-For this, again...eBay's my best friend [waiting for half-price new games is worth it if u live by ur own, after all]-

Before all of these craps, BE CONCERNED ABOUT YOUR SCHOOL PROJECTS!!!! XD
-I did and I would-

CraPPy tHiNgieS

2005-01-11T15:25:00.000+01:00

Please don't be concerned about the title of the previous post that has a link to a certain sites. It is a spam and I cannot recover the link referer and delete it [the html doesn't detect this spam as its text component....weird]. Orr... should I change the title anyway?? Whatever, just leave it as it is.

The Tico Fisherman and the Wall Street Analyst

2005-01-11T14:57:00.000+01:00

An American businessman was at the pier of a small coastal Costa Rican village when a small boat with just one fisherman docked. Inside the small boat were several large yellow fin tuna.

The American complimented the Costa Rican Tico on the quality of his fish and asked how long it took to catch them.

The Tico replied, "only a little while." The American then asked why he didn't stay out longer and catch more fish. The Tico said he had enough to support his family's immediate needs.

The American then asked, "But what do you do with the rest of your time?"

The Tico fisherman said, "I sleep late, fish a little, play with my children, take siesta with my wife Maria, stroll into the village each evening where I sip wine and play guitar with my amigos. I have a full and busy life, senor."

The American scoffed, "I am a Wall Street executive and could help you. You should spend more time fishing and with the proceeds buy a bigger boat and a Web presence. A scaleable go-forward plan would provide capital for several new boats. Eventually you would have a fleet of fishing boats. Instead of selling your catch to a middleman, you would sell directly to the processor, eventually opening your own cannery. You would control the product, processing, and distribution. You would need to leave this small coastal fishing village and move to San Jose, Costa Rica, then Los Angeles, and eventually New York City, where you would outsource tasks to third-party clients to help run your expanding enterprise in a vertical market."

The Tico fisherman asked, "But senor, how long will this all take?"

To which the American replied, "15-20 years."

"But what then, senor?"

The American laughed and said, "That's the best part. When the time is right, you will announce an IPO and sell your company stock to the public and become very rich. You will make millions."

"Millions, senor? Then what?"

The American said, "Then you will retire, move to a small coastal fishing village where you can sleep late, fish a little, play with your kids, taje siesta with your wife, and stroll to the village in the evenings where you will sip wine and play your guitar with your amigos."

[taken from "Big Brands Big Trouble: Lessons Learned the Hard Way" by Jack Trout. Published in 2001 by John Wiley & Sons, Inc.]

...A SaiNt's Song, LiLiUm...

2005-01-11T10:05:00.000+01:00

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam
The Mouth of the Just shall meditate wisdom
et lingua eius Loquetur Iudicium
And his tong shall speak Judgement
Beatus vir. qui suffert tentationem
Blessed, the man who endures temptation
Quoniam cum probatus fuerit
For Once tried
accipiet coronam vitae
He shall recieve the Crown of Life
Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison
Oh Lord, Oh Holy Fire, have mercy
O Quam Sancta.
Oh how sacred
Quam serena.
How serene
Quam benigna.
How Benevolent
Quam amoena.
How lovely
O castitatis Lilium
Oh Lily of Purity

[Elfen Lied Opening Song ~ Translation's taken from Matthew's Anime Blog]

ShinNen no HanaBi

2005-01-01T10:26:00.000+01:00

Buat yg udah ngrayain taun baruan tadi malem n yg masih nunggu di seberang sono::

MET TAUN BAROE 2005!!!!!

ya udah gitu aja [garink amat]

bodo deh.....pindahan lagi akh.......

ProGrEzZ of LoGGing OuT

2004-12-21T16:53:00.000+01:00

Hmm? what progress?? seems i'm still standing on the same ground. this can be bad, i think......
So let's see...:::::
Planning on moving to Gondel (a nice appartment) but with only 4 butts in one flat... I'll be tightening my belt (300 euro per month is 2 much for us), so...uhm, we'll need the fifth person. Daredemo inai kara neeeeee...? Muzukashi so na no!!!!!

Mevrouw Sardjoe called me today n wanted to come at sixteen-thirty.
"Hallo, ik ben mevrouw Sardjoe. Ik wil vandaag naar je huis komen op half-vier."

"Het spijt me, maar is het mogelijk als...als...if u come two days later? Op donderdag? Cuze we're busy with our school these days. Anyway, we're planning to move out before January."

"OK then we'll talk about all the problems on Thursday at the same time. Is that fine?"

"Sure, thanks!"

"Doeeeee!!"

Then it's settled. The uber-mevrouw shall come and wreck us all!!!

Heheh....how about a new home??? a new living place?? hmmm, i guess it can be done by the end of this week...i suppose. How about your exam? your assignments? i think i've already done some major parts of it.

A LOT OF DOUBTFUL STATEMENTS U'VE SAID UP THERE!!! KOM, KOM...SIT, N THINK CAREFULLY. nyok nyok buat yg baca juga, kita tarik napas dalem2 sampe sesek, ditahan...1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...eh kebanyakan yah (ntar anak orang bisa mampus nih XD) ya udah hembuskan keluar pelan2.

Those are not heavy at all. Remember that U have ur friends, u have ur family, u have ur time, n on top of all: U have urself. Those are things that u can guarantee to succeed and solve all of whatever-shits during your life. Don't runaway, since it makes anything worse. n buat yg beragama:: U HAVE UR GOD. paling puenting ya.hehehehehe...makanya sekarang mau solat di musholla.

See u!

LoGGiNg OuT

2004-12-12T23:02:00.000+01:00

TWO weeks before getting my ass kicked out from this beloved home [yet terrible eigenaar's wife]. Still searching for a new place to live, racing with time n other problems [period 2's final report, presentation, personal assignments n exams, ID permit, star ocean :P] n only one solution of solving them: BE COOL!!! heheheh, those are not that heavy after all, orang indo bilank ecek2 [not esek2, that's a different matter]. Why? Cuze u're not doing it by ur own::

FriendS have the same n even greater problems too, n to deal with those problems, co-op is the best way, IMHO. We've been staying together under one roof for about a year or more. We started it together, so we finished it in the same way: TOGETHER.

........Dunno yet what'll come afterwards, just do our besT.........

Next friday that beak-faced old witch [hehehehehehehe] will come at ONE n settle things with us. n One Day before that, ORGANISATIONAL PLAN [along with RECOMMENDATIONS n INDIVIDUAL COMPANY ANALYSIS] SHOULD BE FINISHED!!! MAJOR EXAMS n MINOR ASSIGNMENTS AS WELL!!! hahah...ecek-ecek.... ;D
A SELF-REMINDER, PUT IT IN YOUR BRAIN!!!

LaMbrEttA, SaRdJoe, who's next? Logging in for a year, then logging out again... no permanent folder, i suppose. 'Key, Ansala's [with Philosopher's Stone] waiting to be recruited, jaaa...so long for now!!!

IseNk PiCS ..::Porsche Boxster S::..

2004-11-25T19:29:00.000+01:00

A Boxster S from one of my most favourite brands: Porsche. Hope it's there in the next Porsche Unleashed of NFS (next year, perhaps?) Wanna see more? Click here!

2004 MTV EurOpEaN MusIc AwArdS WinnerZ

2004-11-23T13:46:00.000+01:00

ROMA, MAKE SOME NOIZZE!!

(at least, that's what I heard from Xzibit all the time)

Best Group: OutKast

Best Male: Usher
presented by Naomi Campbell

Best Female: Britney Spears
presented by Natasha Bedingfield n Linkin Park

Best UK n Ireland Act: Muse

Best New Act: Maroon 5
presented by Duran Duran

Best Alternative: Muse
presented by Brian Molko and Amy Lee from Evanescence

Best Album: Usher 'Confessions'
presented by Kylie Minogue

Best Rock: Linkin Park
presented by Paulo Di Canio

Best R n B: Alicia Keys
presented by Jamelia and N.E.R.D.

Best Pop: Black Eyed Peas
presented by Brian McFadden, Nick Carter n A-J

Best Song: OutKast 'Hey Ya'
presented by Sarah Michelle Gellar n that kinda funky opera singer

Best Hip-hop: D12

Best Video: OutKast 'Hey Ya'

Best Italian Act: Tizziano Ferro

Best Belgium n Dutch Act: Kane [I knew it]
presented by Barbara [MTV NL VJ]

What else, huh? O yeah, crap that Britney!!!!!!

FYI, if you wanna know the official websites of all the winners, just click their names

Witnessing Our Winter...

2004-11-20T01:26:00.000+01:00

[A short LIFE]
Almost 2 weeks've passed since my birthday. Not much has changed, after all. Besides those new stuff concerning school thingies, situation here flew as the way I expected. New problems've just arisen this week [in Indonesia n here of course], but I'm still glad to be able to manage n take care of them with own way [some r still not solved yet, though].

One of my best pals in my homeland has gone today forever. N for his leaving, these tears are words of regretting myself not to be by your side at the time of your last breath...forgive me...

[YUKI ga MITTA]
Hey, finally it's snowing...
Watching such white n soft yet gentle flowers [defining them as flowers is due to their beauty] falling from above in the morning, at the backyard of our home really eases you from your pains for a moment, no matter how hard they are. This exquisite wonder is common for some people, but for me...it just made my heart laugh [which'd been silent for a long time] a few minutes ago. It really meant that much for me. I cried but I was relieved...that finally you're released from that disease...[sorry, I kinda remembered him because of this snow]. Ah, what a gift that You have for me, My Lord....
I hope this year's winter in Holland would be much prettier than ever.

[REMEMBRANCE]

For the best pal of mine who has left us all...n returned to Him in heaven...

"Losing a friend might be so painful, but losing someone's trust on you is much worse than anything...n therefore I'm glad to know that you still had yours on me as much as I do til your last time"

"We might miss the day we walked n laughed together n shared each other's feelings, but we would never give up on our lives only because of our past."

"Now that everyone whom you trust has gone away, the only two that you should hold on to is your God and yourself."

"No matter what happens, a friend will always be he/she who comes whenever we need him/her, n he/she whom we come to whenever he/she needs us."

"Although it was just a past, bearing our burdens together was one of the best parts of my life that I'd never forget."

These words are also for all my friends who still live n share the same sky, the same earth...
I love u all...n especially you, Dai....

MinaL AiDiN!!!

2004-11-14T09:32:00.000+01:00

Buat yg ngerayain hari lebaran:
MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIDZIN
MOHON MAAF LAHIR n BATHIN
MOGA2 PUASA KITA DITERIMA ALLAH SWT
N KEMBALI MENJADI INSAN YG BERSIH AKAN SEGALA DOSA
N PENUH DENGAN CAHYA BERKAH DAN RAHMAH-NYA

Ok, see ya!!

FiRsT WorKsHops MinOR Class

2004-11-08T16:41:00.000+01:00

14.00-15.40
Guess what? For this subject [Hero's Value [heroic historical value] as a point to increase tourism interest], we were asked to watch one of those big-budget blockbuster trilogy movies: The Lord of The Rings. The purpose? We should see the difference of a hero who's from an ordinary people and a hero who's from...uh, like in fairy tales...overpowered I should say. What kind of aspects there that has made this trilogy successful. Too bad the lecturer gave us the first episode [I prefered the last one to others]. Anyway, the movie was just shown a few of its parts:

PART 1
When Frodo discovered the existence and origin of the One Ring, and his leaving from Shire to Bree. Some values which could be taken from these scenes:
- Two companions instead of big, larger army to handle this case.
- Frodo didn't wanna leave the Shire n gave the Ring to Gandalf but the wizard refused it n told him that if he bore it he would be possessed by Sauron n would be a great disaster to the Middle-Earth. Moreover, the Ringwraiths had known the location of the Ring, so at anytime they would come to the Shire. So whether he wanted it or not, Frodo had to take it out from his village n keep it safe from tangan2 jahil..hehehehe... from this point on, we can see that the main character is just an ordinary individual, not hero-type, but he carries a heavy burden, an obligation for him to set up n escape from his village, although he doesn't want to.
- Frodo n Sam sneaked out from their village so that no one would know. This is a contrary to the scene of a [again] hero who will set out to have a journey to kill a dragon, for instance, with many people celebrating his leaving for good.

PART 2
The Fellowship left Rivendell with the ringbearer in front, their journey through Caradhras and of course, Moria Gate.
- some contradictions happened within the Fellowship. It was Boromir, starting to have some evil thought to possess the Ring, but still plain.
- Gandalf who's afraid of entering Moria, n tried to persuade others to go through Caradhras instead of the Gate, but soon they couldn't go any further through the mountains, so the wizard needed to embrace himself to follow others entering the Gate. A personal intrigue of a high-profile hero.
- The fellowship has either outer n inner sides of problems. One, which is from the danger of Saruman and Sauron [frankly there are some quarrels between those two main villains as well], and one, which comes from inside the Fellowship itself [an elf finding it hard to cooperate with a dwarf, a general who desires the Ring so much, a ringbearer who doesn't even know whom to trust, etc].

Well, those points above are just a few examples of a thousand reasons why this movie has been so popular. Its story's unfolded being so close with what we see in the real life. It's not only a tale of a cliche or a dream world, but rather a complex history of a reflection of the real world. A hero who's not a hero. That is which has brought us, who watch the movie into its own world.

Actually I still have more subjects to discuss here, but later on then. Talking about Tolkien's work is endless, I'd say. GTG now, naar school gaan.

TimeTabLE for November 8-12 , Hondje!!!

2004-11-08T13:42:00.000+01:00

'KeY, let's get it started!!!!

Maandag:
14.00-15.40 Workshops Minor, A.Grit, F0-04 [E.Commander'll be announcing new groups]

Dinsdag:
13.10-14.00 Stage Information, Guest, Bergwijkdreef Auditorium

Woensdag:
10.40-12.20 Lectures Major, S.Whittaker, A1-23
12.20-13.10 Stage, Guest Docent, A1-20
14.50-16.30 Workshops Major, E.Commander, A1-23

Thursday:
09.50-11.30 Lectures Major, Weirder, D1-19
12.20-14.00 Tutor Project 2, HG Roes, B1-15
14.00-15.40 Tutor Project 2, HG ROes, X1-05

New Group Members:
- Pamela Mulder
- Gai Qijie
- Aldo Bruining
- Mark Verhaaf
- Maartje Steenhagen
- Esther Schoetz
- and of course, me

O yeah, don't forget to pay for the Period 1 group's budget: 17.50 Euro /member
It's not a busy week, is it? hmmm, comparing w/ other courses [I.T, anyone?]

NaNda KoNo KoTo?!?!?!

2004-11-07T19:06:00.000+01:00

What a quiet day this November 7 is, unlike yester years. I hated waiting til 00.00 am to celebrate my turn being 20, so read Two Towers n slept til got up at 5 [sahur...sahur!!!!!]. Nothing special at this time as well. Sahur spt biasa, then went upstairs n slept agaiiiiin!!!!

Woke up at 10, hmmmm....it's Sunday, yesterday I had to take care of that horribly hyperactive meisje named Tisa from 9 to 5. Wasted my time...no, U're not wasting ur time [hey, was 25 euros worth enough for 8 hours?????]. But boring jobs always bring satisfaction afterwards [like when I was a waiter in Tanjung n Taman Sari Restaurant n a worker [selling sate n dishwasher] at the Duinrell amusement park]. Hahahah...

Well, I knew that my leisure course pals were waiting at sixteen hundred in A'veen Centrum. So, showered at fifteen, n went there by Ti-Q's bike. Met 15 of them n had a drink together in Heineken Cafe [since my other pal had a B-day as well in 2 November], but hey...I was still fasting so just chatted with them. At sixteen forty-five I left n bought Apple cake in La Place [Good Lord, it's still open] n Burgers in McD, n boosted myself to get home ASAP!!!!!!

Hosokattakedo, still enough time. Heeeee....tsukareta nee, daga chotto tanoshikatta. So, makan kecil2an aja gitu gampangnya, n berhubung anak2 udah pada kenyang makan mie, jd burgernya mudah2an sahur, save the McNuggets [n save for UC yg lagi berbisnis ria dengan tante a la Wendy's].

Still, I felt something's wrong today. Usually it occurs some days before something terrible happens to my close friends or family. Last March-July for example. I felt so uneasy [hmmm...a bit heavier than usual, somehow] which made me hate everyone including my homemates [all of them, especially one]. And in April one of my Granmas passed away. Moreover, in June 20th I got a message that my aunt in Malang had passed away. Dakara, kyoo wa boku ga kono hen no kimochikara, chotto kowai. Hmmm, I hope everyone's ok [especially they who're in Indo, don't care bout here. hehehehe...kiddin'.

OK, enough. Btw, Lailatul Qadr kapan yaa? Mudah2an ane gak ngelewatin.

Cheers!!

Jenseits von Gut und Böse

2004-11-05T20:37:00.000+01:00

Gak berhubungan sih sama judulnya, isenk aja.
DPR pecah??!?!?!?! gile, kampunk banget sih, sampe ada kubu kebangsaan n kerakyatan gitu!!!Kaget ane sampek...rada telat yah, maklum, anak Amstelveen, sumber berita tanah air yaaa kalo gak Kompas Online, Republika Online de el el. CNN udah capek nyiarin berita gak mutu kayak gini. Malu2in negeri ane aja. DPR emang terlihat masih memegang tampuk legislatif, tapi haknya n BUKAN kewajibannya.

Bahkan pas ada pihak individu dari salah satu fraksi DPR yg ngeluarin interpelasi ke Presiden bbrp waktu lalu, alesannya dia simple bilank: "Asik2 aja..." which was totally DULL!!!! Apa gak bisa kasih komen yg sedikiiiit intelijen, or at least...at least apa ya?? hmmm... wes, pokoke bego, gitu [heheh]

Mensesneg sampe bilank soal larangan berhubungan sama DPR atas menteri2 negara. Status DPR yg sama sekali kacau...gimana status negara yg diwakili? Ane mah cuma berharap rupiah bisa menguat supaya mengembalikan kejayaan ane di masa lalu [lah...apa pula ini?????] heheuheuheuheuhe...cheers yah!!!

Disgaea PAL Version's Personal Overview

2004-11-03T15:41:00.000+01:00

Laharl standing as the next Netherworld Overlord

Type: Strategy RPG

Released in Europe: May 2004

Story: 7

Laharl, an Overlord's son who never gets cold altho he doesn't wear shirt but is weak against big-tits mamas [OMG], wanna overrule the Netherworld but later got pissed off by interferences from Angel world n Human world, has a subordinate who loves his late dad, a cute angel trainee who was actually sent to kill this brat [i mean..Laharl] but later joins him, and so on and on [u know how Japanese story's like]. Well, the story is filled with a sense of humour. Inside, u'll find power rangers, penguin soldiers, a dragon who confesses that IT is a female, a comic story at each beginning of chapters but doesn't connect to the main story [laughable, tho] etc. really, don't get this game seriously if it's about the story, which is why I put 7 on it. But I like n enjoy it!!!

Graphics: 7

What can u say about FF Tactics for PSOne's visual several years ago? It's lovely, in its own time. Not now! The characters are drawn in 2-D while the envy is in 3-D but cannot be rotated as much as we want. The spell effects are not bad but a bit old for next-gen visual enhancement. Some of the skills are visualized over-the-top which pleasure our eyes. The battle field is rich with colors, especially when u open the secret arenas. One thing is for sure: The pixelization!!! It's not so good for this game. I dunno if it's because of PAL version or not, but really, the graphics will get us bored so soon. The artworks are, nonetheless, outstanding!

Sound: 6

No Japanese Language for PAL version!!!! whadda?!?!?!?! Some voices by US talents are terrible [when Laharl laughs, more like his throat is chopped by an axe or something...]. Sound effects....hmmmm, not that bad but not so special. It's a classic type of game, what's up with that anyway?

Gameplay: 9

This is what makes this game stand on the top 3 of my most favourite collection. Even since June I bought it, this is still one game that I've been playing most of the time [even if there's Burnout 3 or SSX 3 or Shadow Hearts]. U'll find the craziest strategy in this game. For instance: U can lift 9 comrades of yours on top of each other [imagine a tower of warriors] n then throw them to reach the unreachable place at the battle arena. Orr...u bribe the counsel in this game to make the enemies stronger or weaker, n if u fail on bribing, u can kill them if u want [if ur strong enough to beat the counsel]. Orrr... u lift one enemy n throw him to the other enemy n they will combine to be a harder enemy [bigger EXP!!]. Orrr.... u combine your comrades attack to surround and deal a higher damage to single enemy [up to 4 comrades for a special combo]. Orrr... raise your characters into 9999 levels n then transmigrate them over n over again to be the dream team [in this game, i can feel it reallllll]. Orrr.... bring 9 penguins n set them on a field, then throw one of them next to each other. They will explode n if there's the enemy near to them, he will suffer a high damage if ur penguins are strong. Orrr...heheheh, so much to tell you here, but no! Find it urself!!!

Replay Value: 10

The unlimited item world [each item, even the ugliest one, has a world inside it, it can be 30, 60 or 100 levels, regarding to its rarity] to level up ur item or to obtain legendary weapons n armors.

Different endings [even the secret Human World has its own ending [which will surely ends your game, instead of finishing the main story].

Characters levelling, different difficulties [if u request the counsel] etc etc. I give it an absolute 10!!!!!

Accomplishments [will take hundreds of hours]:

Must get all legendary ultimate weapons n armors for each characters, all characters at level 9999, obtain all monster n human classes as well as hidden characters, obtain all endings, pass all requests at the counsel for each character [more counters n movements], beat all the secret bosses at the strongest enemy request from the counsel by each character.

PLeAsaNt DayS

2004-10-30T14:47:00.000+02:00

Leisure Market's done!! The event took place on Thursday, October 28 2004 at the Wildenborch fishbowl room. N it all went well [enough crowd to make us busy]. We had our own stand next to the other two groups [only one desk, tho...small desk], had our own t-shirts n a nice flyer [I thought the one that I made was so-so, but everyone there said it's so cool....so I tried not to be big-headed].

Lecturers came as well, e.g. Mr.Zack [British one saying that our planned event was more real than any other group], Eleanore, Heinz [of course] n even Craig Whittaker!!! Well, he was my tutor when I was a Communication Management student, n now his wife will be my business lecturer for the next period.

The event started at sixteen hundred n ended at nineteen, officially. Pics'll be updated sooner, since I'm not keen on typing that much about it here.

O yeah, in case of you who don't understand what the Leisure Market is, let me tell u this:

I am a Leisure Management student in Inholland University of Diemen, NL.
Leisure is also called vrijetijds roughly meaning "having fun!!!", so my course here is to be....well, easily...event organizer, or the ones who manage big events including financial, sponsor, structure, target audience, promotion etc for certain people [depend on the target group].
Period One for this course is to make a bid-book [a book covering plans of the next event] for promoting Zuid-Oost area of Amsterdam to be more popular by tourists or nederlanders. To make it possible, we are assigned to make a plan of the event there. It is not for real, yet, but it can be. Our class is divided into 2/3 groups [7 group members] n we compete each other to make our event real [only one bid-book will be chosen by the Zuid-Oost authority].
After our bid-book is finished, we should hold a leisure market [a market promoting our bid-book n justify our plan for the event]. Each group has its own stand to promote [whatever u wanna make ur stand look like, it's up to you] to the people n lecturer, n after that they will decide who's the best.
The one who wins will have the opportunity given by the government to make its own event held next year.

Do u get it? Or now u're getting more confused...[?] well, that's all I can explain, it's best for u to attend the market urself [free candies n cookies at some stands] which is unfortunately over.

Okey, after the event my classmates wanna have a fiesta, but i thought it's better for me to go home, instead. Buka Puasaaaaaahh!!!!!haha, cuman satu yg buka neh [mungkin ada yg laen, tp gak tau].

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Selasa, 19 Oktober 2004~ [SIX]

2004-10-25T18:00:00.000+02:00

Last shot of my P31. I didn't bring enough batteries, so at the Musee de Invalides, we counted on the lovable disposable camera [believe me guys, that thingy will make u scream, despite its unreliable characteristic :P]. O yeah, this pic btw, was taken at the cool nice-as-a-jogging-site garden near the Musee de Louvre.

fr.left: Me, Upik, Elvin, UC

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Selasa, 19 Oktober 2004~ [FIVE]

2004-10-25T17:54:00.000+02:00

Jeanne d'Arc, another great ARC name [proudly present!!!! heheh]. Me, lovely Jeanne, and unexpected Elvin smiling back there. huehuehuehue.....

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Selasa, 19 Oktober 2004~ [FOUR]

2004-10-25T17:52:00.001+02:00

McDonald's at Louvre!! We're in a fasting month, so don't bother...

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Selasa, 19 Oktober 2004~ [THREE]

2004-10-25T17:52:00.000+02:00

At Montmartre ville. Nice souvenir shops, crowdy, aaand... dat was het!!

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Selasa, 19 Oktober 2004~ [TWO]

2004-10-25T17:51:00.000+02:00

Nice shot of Sacre Coure [thanx to whoever-you-blonde-guy-are]!! Inside the chapel, there was a praying by a nurse, singing with an enchanted evangelical voice, which i personally liked. More of it, uhmmm..sorta more religious thingies so can't say much.

fr.Left: Vien, UC, Upiek, Me

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Selasa, 19 Oktober 2004~ [ONE]

2004-10-25T17:47:00.000+02:00

Last day in Paris, posing at the peak of Montmartre. Not clearly seen [whackey!!]

from left: mE, Upik, Elvin, UC

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [THIRTEEN]

2004-10-25T17:45:00.000+02:00

Me n my 'fiancee' at the quiet n romantic fountain [not the same fountain with pic before] near mister Gaulle. Elli'd be mad if she read this [fianceeeeeeee?!?!whadda...?!??!?!]

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [TWELVE]

2004-10-25T17:43:00.000+02:00

Horay!!!Finally they've come!! Now we're back into the Seven Deadly Sins posing in front of the Concorde, in the middle of the night.

Tiki:Gluttony, UC:Envy, Haryo:Greed, AJ:Pride [yeah], Upik:Wrath, Elvien:Lust, Elli:Sloth

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [ELEVEN]

2004-10-25T17:41:00.000+02:00

I wanted to shot myself too!!!!....while waiting...

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [TEN]

2004-10-25T17:40:00.000+02:00

A beautiful fountain, glamoured with the colours of green n gold....n we're waiting...heheh...

Elli, Haryo, Me n Tiki

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [NINE]

2004-10-25T17:39:00.000+02:00

That's the Concorde [I suppose]. Nice....n we're waiting for my best buds to come, since we walked through Elyssee, while they took subway tram.

Tiki, Haryo, Elli, Me

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [EIGHT]

2004-10-25T17:37:00.000+02:00

Can u see Arc de Triomphé way there? We're at Place de la Concorde, so u must be able to see it.Waaaaay there...

mE, Haryo, Elli n Tiki

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [SEVEN]

2004-10-25T17:35:00.000+02:00

Last shot of Eiffel in the night. No comment, u comment!!

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [SIX]

2004-10-25T17:33:00.000+02:00

Below the tower. Many military officers there, n one of them was so kind to shout on me n checked my photo files, whether there's a pic of him or not. N there was one [huehuehuehue, sorry hoor]. Then he smiled at me after he erased his photo. Kind, huh? Smiiiiile!!!

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [FIVE]

2004-10-25T17:29:00.000+02:00

Yeah, still at the Eiffel, perhaps at nineteen hundreds. I used scn feat on my old Sony DSC-P31 cam, n the result was this. How'd u think?

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [FOUR]

2004-10-25T17:28:00.000+02:00

Spending a night at this tower was gorgeous. Beautiful view, e.g. on that side u see Arc, the other one u see Montmartre etc. Because of both of us [Tiki n me] taking a bunch o'hours there [shoot], we made our pals waiting for such an hour. heheh!!

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [THREE]

2004-10-25T17:23:00.000+02:00

Paris view from the 2nd level of Eiffel Tower. That's me trying to take a nice pic w/ my digicam. So, whose cam was this [u name it]?

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [TWO]

2004-10-25T17:20:00.000+02:00

Notre-Damme, has a really cool architectural front-side. Hunchback, I wanna kick ur ass!!! heheh...no offense, mate!!

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Senen, 18 Oktober 2004~ [ONE]

2004-10-25T17:17:00.000+02:00

Louvre Subway Mall [whatchamacallit?If anyone knows what this place is really named, plz tell me.OK?]. Beautiful n has a big Virgin Media Store with Star Ocean 3 which is hardly found in Nederlands. Crap, het's nog te duur!!!

Tiki, Haryo, UC, Ipien, Upiek, Me

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [TEN]

2004-10-25T17:14:00.000+02:00

Inside Formule 1 Hotel. Food machines back there....hix...

from left: me, tiki, upiek, ipin, UC, elli

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [NINE]

2004-10-25T17:13:00.000+02:00

O yeah, this was taken near to the hotel when we started to go out to Arc n Moulin Rouge.

from left: Elli, Upiek, UC, Ipien, Me

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [EIGHT]

2004-10-25T17:10:00.000+02:00

Haryo n Me at "Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir" haven, the Moulin Rouge. So crowd, bit full of middle-class tourists wanting to see the Cabaret Show there. Us? Nah, took a nice picture, then leave. Come on!!

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [SEVEN]

2004-10-25T17:05:00.000+02:00

One of the part of Arc, n we [Me n UC] were shun by lights from below. Nice shot here, Phien!!! ~heheh~

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [SIX]

2004-10-25T17:03:00.000+02:00

Elli n Me, looking at the 'Place CHarLes De Gaulle' sign. Ada oom Gaul deket2 sini....

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [FIVE]

2004-10-25T17:02:00.000+02:00

At the first night, we strolled to Arc de Triomphé [menyandang gelar Arc adl sesuatu yg besar]. Too bad, its half-rennovated view disturbed its greatness. Still, it's Arc!!!!

from left: Me, UC, Haryo, Tiki

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [FOUR]

2004-10-25T16:59:00.000+02:00

Abis pulank dr Versailles, ada hotel mahal n bagus, so foto disampingnya aja...

from left: Haryo, Elli, n Me

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [THREE]

2004-10-25T16:57:00.000+02:00

Kolam Belakang Versailles. Suka aja ama pemandangannya [sblm jalan2 ke kampung belakang ini istana :P]

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [TWO]

2004-10-25T16:55:00.000+02:00

That's me!!!! that's me!!!! that's me!!!! [so what....u dumb-ass?] Masih di bagian depannya Versailles.

Paris' Ichiban no Hi!!!! ~Minggu, 17 Oktober 2004~ [ONE]

2004-10-25T16:53:00.000+02:00

Kunjungan pertama: Versailles. Ini gerbang depannya n kita sampek agak pagian [maunya check-in ke hotel dulu tapi hotelnya br mau kalo udah jam 12, so...langsung ngibrit ke sini].

From left: Tiki, UC, Iphien, Me, Upiek, Elli [so u know who's shooting us...Ayok-kun!!!]

Isenk: KUbuRan Bok!!!

2004-10-25T16:49:00.000+02:00

SeBaGAi pembuka trip kami ke Paris, monggo....ini salah satu pemandangan alam yg mempesona. Begraafplaats di belakang hotel kami, Formule 1 [Porte d'Orleans]. Kamarnya Iphien, UC n Upiek viewnya ya ini. Kalao kamar saya, Haryo n Tiki lebih normal. :P

MarCoPOLO's BirthDAY of FajaR n MeLtJe

2004-10-25T16:34:00.000+02:00

Fajar n Meltje ultah!! Those're from Westwijk with love...:P [tulung kasih tau tanggal brp yaa..lupa saya soalnya] hehehehe...

MarCoPOLO's BirthDAY of AnggEE

2004-10-25T16:32:00.000+02:00

Ultah Anggee yg ke-15 [maunya ya nggee...lu skr lebih tuwek, gitu]. Tanggal brp lagi ini, saya lupa :P, hehehehe....

3 cowok depan dr kiri: Sofyan, UC, Hafidz

di belakang dr kiri: Arin, Saya :P, Anggee, Ifté, Iphien, Nessa, Silvia, Dori

Plg belakang: NEZZIE

ResTing A wHiLe

2004-10-25T16:30:00.000+02:00

Sitting in front of MediaMarkt n Heineken Music Hall, Bijlmer. This was taken after watching Harry Potter n the Prisoner of Azkaban [first week of premier date]. May or June kali [lali aku jo...]

From left: Nessa, Me, Tanti, Upiek, BUlan, Kemie, UC, Iphien.

MiJn Kooi...My CagE

2004-10-23T07:20:00.000+02:00

IseNk2 ajah, thiS is De Kooi [The Cage], my university's café....wait, it's not a café....it's rather a student 'nightclub'......[?] yeah, sorta. Been there several times [esp. after being a leisure management student]. The place's nice, but not enough space for us, making it easier to search for chix......heheh lol

FadhiLah Yasin

2004-10-22T14:03:00.000+02:00

WeLL, see...this is not apparently a report from Paris that I promised days ago. Since the report will be put together with some best pics taken there, you'll see later on [Tiki's the archivist of our pics--he collected photos from my digicam, haryo's, elli's, n his n i'll put them here ASAP].

O yeah, cuman mau naro' ini dibawah dr seseorang lewat e-mail...just for myself, n some of you there.

FADHILAT SURAH YASIN
(Patut diketahui : untuk menambah keyakinan kebesaran Al-Qur'an)

At-Tirmizi mengikhraj hadis dari Anas RA dari Nabi SAW, beliau bersabda:
"Sungguh bagi tiap sesuatu adalah jantung sedang jantung al-Quran adalah surah Yasin; maka Allah mencatat untuknya sebab bacaan surah Yasin tersebut senilai bacaan al-Quran sepuluh kali."

Nabi Muhammad SAW bersabda:

"Barangsiapa mengamalkan bacaan surah Yasin setiap malam lalu ia meninggal maka ia mati Syahid."

"Barangsiapa membaca surah Yasin pada malam hari maka di pagi hari ia terampun dosanya."

"Siapa saja, orang muslim, tatkala akan meninggal di bacakan surah Yasin maka turunlah untuk setiap satu huruf sepuluh malaikat; mereka berdiri berbaris di hadratnya memohonkan rahmat dan keampunan untuknya, pula menyaksikan di mandikan jenazah, menghantarnya, mennyembahyangkannya juga ikut hadir di dalam pemakamnya.
Dan siapa sahaja, orang islam, membaca surah Yasin ketika sakratulmaut tidak hendak mengambil rohnya sehingga kehadiran Malaikat Ridwan dengan membawa seteguk minuman Syurga dan di minumkan kepadanya di atas pembaringannya dan dirasakan kesegarannya ketika di ambil nyawanya juga kesegaran kelak di dalam kubur dan ia tidak memerlukan telaga para nabi, hingga masuk Syurga ia selalu merasakan kesegaran."

Dari Yahya ibn Katsir, katanya: "Sampai kepadaku bahawa sesiapa membaca surah Yasin di waktu pagi hari maka ia selalu di dalam kegembiran hingga petang hari dan siapa membacanya diwaktu petang hari maka ia selalu dalam kegembiraan hingga pagi hari."

Dengan isnad sahih diriwayatkan dari Au akar dan Ibnu Abbas RA maksudnya" Barangsiapa membaca surah Yasin, sampai pada ayat "Iz JAA aHal mursaluun" berdoa memohon kepada Allah, maka dikabulkan permohonannya.

Di Dalam hadis di sebutkan:
"Surah Yasin itu di baca untuk maksud apa saja."

FLashBaCk [of GoiNg AbRoaD]

2004-10-15T13:14:00.001+02:00

Japan, The Netherlands and Belgium. Three countries I've gone to. Each with different purposes. Well, backpacking to paris tomorrow has flashbacked my memories. So, why don't u type a few lines of them?

1] JAPAN [mid-June til mid-August 2001]
A country of ancient culture n high-end technology. Fabulous, breathtaking n wonderful. No more to say, besides feeling regret that I could only spend 2 months there. During that time, I went to Osaka, Nara, Kyoto and Hiroshima. Nara n Osaka were where I stayed each for a month respectively, n Kyoto n Hiroshima were where I witnessed by my own eyes a deep n engaging history of this beautiful country.

Lots'd happened there; good n bad things. Being a student of Ikejima Senior High School, Nara for a month was an unforgettable experience. As well as having four different host-families, having lectures in Japanese [world history, Ei-go, Calligraphy, tea ceremony, kompyuta etc] playing together with tomodachi n kazoku [hanabi, karaoke, clubbing, swimming, going to Universal City of Japan, museum, hundreds of beautiful temples, Hiroshima atomic bomb spot n mourning site, eating sushi as much as I wanted, Shinkansen de notta!!!! n lots...lots of things]. I'd not describe each of them cronologically here, since this is only a summary.

My thanx for:
Okuno Family [the first host-fam, my lecturer n one of those families who could understand me much!!!Toosan, Kaasan, Yuri-neechan, I never forget the last night that we had fun together!!!]

Nomiyama Family [Suguru-niichan had many cool friends n manga [same taste w/ me] n this fam'd given me a free ticket to go to the Universal City of Japan for one day!!!!COOLL!!!]

Umezawa Family [Though it's just a couple of days, but staying at your home was unforgettable. Watching Blood:the Last Vampire, going to Hiroshima n playing piano in front of all of you was exhilarating]

Iwasaki Family [My last n one of my dearest fams. I spent a lot of my time with Sachiko-mama [I never forget how I called you back there :)]to go to many beautiful places in this paradise [sorry that I made you worried 'that day'], watched Sen to Chihiro with all of you [exc.Daisuke-niichan], origamiing, lekkere dinner elkedag etc, til we said goodbye for each other at the Osaka train station a night before I left.

~THANX TO AFS FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO SEE THIS ANIMANGA N VIDGAME HAVEN [also AFS 3-Days Camp event with international students near the end of this trip!!!!]~

2] BELGIUM [January 2004]
This was an excursion to Brussels, the capital city of European Parliament; a study trip for communication students. And it was an obligation, so I had no chance on cancelling it [cuze then we had to pay the tickets n hostel by ourselves]. We departed on Wed the 21st n returned to A'dam on Sat the 24th.

But hey, this trip that I thought would be soooooo boring had turned out to be in reverse. It went well, better than I expected [with international students, of course]. It's a nice town IMHO; the streets there reminded me of my hometown in Indonesia. Wide, many cars, high buildings here n there, highroad, a bit messy but more exotic than A'dam in any ways. I felt like I was home.

Well, four days staying there was supposed to be a final acknowledgement of student's view about EU n its surroundings. But what I remembered, on top of all, a night after [...or, was it before?] the presentation of my group, I was playing Guilty Gear XX, House of the Dead etc at the Arcade Gaming Center!!! God, it'd been so long not to see these treasures [not in A'dam]. Lina, Dee, Bee, Dom, Silvi, Doreen were there too [instead of taking our times at the Irish pub, drinking with other guys]. Hahah, not much to say more than that. O yeah, FYI I visited: EU Parliament n other offices, Russian embassy [but not going inside :P], Chicken Cottage, Irish Pub, Arcade center, Shopping center etc. The point is: I visited almost all of main sites there. N kinda miss Brussels now. Do you?
~NO ZONE-PAID TICKETS TO TAKE TRAM, ONE HOUR FOR EVERY CORNER IN THIS FRANCE-NEDERLAND CITY!!! CURSE GVB!!!! LONG LIVE BRUSSELS!!!~

PoeAsa Oy!!!

2004-10-15T13:14:00.000+02:00

Assalamualaikum Wr.Wb.,

MARHABAN YAA RAMADHAN, MOGA2 PUASA KALI INI LEBIH COOL DRPD TAHUN2 SEBELUMNYA. BUAT SEMUANYA YG NGEJALANIN, SEMOGA FULL YAH [BUAT YG COWOK, YG CEWEK PASTI NGGAK..HEHEHEHE]

Wassalamualaikum Wr.Wb.

--[School project's almost finished, so...next on cover: "Eiffel, I'm In a Fasting Month"]--

EvEniNg EvEnT

2004-10-11T19:56:00.000+02:00

I forgot... really, I forgot... that today was the day when we had an evening event for the other group of our class. It's eleventh of October, right? Crap!! It's fortunate that I attended the group meeting so I could prepare a bit for the event.

Hmm..meeting? Well, a lot had happened during that time. Began at 11.30 inside fishbowl, we started to check each other's work. As u know, there are 8 of us: 4 Dutch, 2 Chinese, 1 German, 1 Indonesian...:P.

There were problems. Regarding individual contributions to the group. Some members had done much work for the bid-book, while others seemed as they didn't care about it. I'd like to address the passive members here, but it'd be rude by name. So, there were 3 members who seemed that they didn't submit their tasks to the group report on due date. One Dutch and two Chinese. The others:
- Ma: an archivist, responsible n had done much work for the bid-book [layout, structure, general concept of the Bijlmer event etc]
- AJ [me..:P]: responsible n had done his tasks for compiling the historical data of Bijlmer population, history n problems description, finding sponsors n reported the feedback from the companies [Coke n Heineken] n event promotion products.
- Es: responsible for marketing report of the event also for evening event, n many other thingies [many, really].
- Te: the head of our group, so he'd covered all of our missing parts, responsible for everything n also marketing analysis n evening event. He'd done his task, entirely.
- Je: responsible for keeping minutes, logbook n external documents used for searching n observation. He had done the task to plan extreme sports for the event n the sponsors etc.

I won't say much about this, so one main thing is that we've been struggling to keep our track in the right direction, as the deadline gets nearer. We almost had a personal...well, say it as 'hatred' due to some members who behaved such like idiots. Didn't try to say nothing, didn't justify what she's done etc. Moreover, tried to piss other members who had worked so hard for this group. N that was really a disgrace for a professional wannabe, IMHO.

After the meeting [don't wanna say more about it], we went to Heinz to talk about our progress, positive n negative aspects etc. He told that if we needed to kick out some members, then we should wait til Wednesday [the due date of final justification of those 3 slacking members]. After that, if they still didn't show their works, so... got your kick at their butts!!!!!

'Warm' situation for the group [others would think it hot].

And the evening event started.
We met at the central station at 16 hundred, n waited for the others to come. It took at least 15 minutes of waiting. Esther n Paris were still not there, so we decided to phone them that we would meet them at the Albert Kuyp Market. Others took Tram 16 to get there, while I went by biking with Je [a terrible cold weather while the sun was shining]. After meeting at the front of the market, we divided the group into two to make organizing easier.

Strolling...strolling...seeing such cute n cool cheap thingies was nice. But, personally it's a bit boring. Chinese were having a group of their own, while we, 5 Dutch, 1 Indonesian, 3 German, gathered together.

Next, we had a drink at the nearest café there. I didn't take any, since I wasn't thirsty [what? wasting such a couple of Euros for bullshitting in front of my pals by drinking?!?! Sorry, hoor.

Almost 6 o'clocks. I needed to go having a prayer right now, so...go praying!!!at home.

19 hundred it was, when I finally got my butt home. Relaxed a bit, dunched [supper'd be at 8 or 9 IMO], n have been onlining since 19 thirty til now..

Hmmm...looking forward to evening event tomorrow... [hope better than today].

[For Mr. Reeve]
Bye, Sir Hero, salute for your dedication for your country n fulfilling your fans' needs. U'll always be the real Superman.

"I wAs MaDe To DiE"

2004-10-09T01:25:00.000+02:00

...Lust...
...Gluttony...
...Envy...
...Sloth...
...Wrath...
...Greed...
...Pride...

Homunculus, created as a proof of human's false hope...to revive the dead. This is for The Seven Deadly Sins facing a tragical fate, which have belonged to one source from the first time they were made... the Philosopher's Stone.

Humans with their science, shall bring themselves into either hope or destruction. And homunculus is the one standing in between. A great result of human's imperfect conception on how the Law of Conservation affects the alchemic [conservation of energy, mass and matter] science of us all.

"Like Lust said, I too...still have memories inside..."
~Sloth, a homunculi made from a false transmutation by Elric brothers to revive their mother~

SupErMan CaN't WaLk

2004-10-07T11:44:00.000+02:00

Good Charlotte's "Superman Can't Walk" number. Kinda fun.

You call yourself a lois lane and you're in pain and I'm insane
You don't want my help you don't need my help
I watched you fall down from the sky but I won't cry
I'll just sigh who is gonna save you
Yeah I've heard the talk superman can't walk
And who is gonna save you when your superman can't walk
I saw him just the other day in physical therapy
Sitting in a wheel chair you know I had to stare
And all your friends they think I'm sick they think that I'm insensitive
They don't like the fun I'm poking don't they know I'm only joking yeah
I've heard the talk superman can't walk
And who is gonna save you when your superman can't walk
Call me what you will
I'm doctor evil
Call me what you want
Superman can't walk
And all your friends they think I'm sick they think that I'm insensitive
They don't like the fun I'm poking don't they know I'm only joking
Yeah I've heard the talk superman can't walk
And who is gonna save you when your superman can't walk

Christopher Reeve should be mad if he read this...if he could, heheheh...

Btw, cloudy outside [I almost got my clothes wet cuze of raining a few minutes before going inside this bloody school]. Met Jeroen [one of my group members] n talked a bit about group's thingies n also other problems. N now, besides writing this stuff, reading such a weird article "For gay, 'coming out' is justification: Evangelical says Scripture must not be undermined" for my assignment. duh...

hey, now it's kinda warm there, go home ahhh, makan...

Sacrifice Equals Nothing

2004-10-04T10:52:00.000+02:00

LAW OF CONSERVATION..."in order to gain something, we must give something in equal value". A theory that is indeed an acceptable n logical. To get a car, for example, we must pay for equal price. And to get money for buying that car, we must work. To get a job that we want, we must have certain skills. To get those skills, we must learn from something. An achievement, a reward, even though it is not worth showing, can never be obtained in an instant. As long as we try, then we'll get the result equal to our sacrifice. End of case.

Yet here we've found that things're actually not as simple as that. At times we live in this world, expectations and reality are so much different.

In a typical case of love, for instance. A guy who is so deeply in love with a girl; to show her how much he loves he dares to sacrifice everything he has for that girl. Sells his car to buy a ring for her, sells his house to buy a new one for her; he does those things for he believes that by sacrificing, he'll get love from his dreamgirl. Sweet...yet tragically pathetic. Because he doesn't know what the girl feels. The girl doesn't love him since the first time. She might feel sympathy for him, but that's all. Because she has already had someone else in her heart. And she'll be married with her lover soon. It turns out at the end, that guy looses everything. Although he has sacrificed even his life for her, but in return the girl doesn't n never give him love. Despair...

Other example, a student [A] who wants to get the best grade in final exam, he studies hard 7 days a week, 24 hours a day, every minutes of his life he uses and concentrates for studying. At the same time, his friend [B] who will also do the exam, doesn't care all about it. He only sleeps whole day, goes clubbing, drinking etc. The H-Day comes. [A] who's studied doesn't find any difficulties throughout the exam. [B] finds it difficult to pass, so he thinks that he needs to do something. Next week, the exam result's announced. The dilligent one's surprised n shocked that he finds his name at the second of the top 5 best students [just say he gets 99]. While at the first position stated the name of a student who's drunk a night before the test. A perfect n absolute score. Lately, [A] finds out that [B] cheated by hiding the assessment paper of the test dropped by the lecturer at the exam day. [B]'s seen the test answers on the paper n instantly pasted it to his answer sheet. A student who has studied 7 days full-time has lost to a fool easily cheating in a minute of the day. That happens all the time. Disappoinment...

It's easy n simple. As individuals we see things as equal to each other differently. For instance, I think one kipcorn has the same value to one frikandel [kinda food n i like them both equally]. But in fact, it's totally different. The production cost, the wheat flour used for frying, the meat composition etc. But in the end, sometimes people prefer frikandel [usually cheaper n easier production process than kipcorn] to the other one. Theoretically the better production process deserves the better appreciation. But in fact, sometimes people find it hard to see that, because of different taste n opinion. Thus, even two kipcorn can be worth less than one frikandel. Uncertainty...

"In order to gain something, we must give something in equal value"
Is this right? We've come into phases of our lives that when we've tried as hard as we can, but in the end what we get is a disappoinment. Someone says to me that perhaps this Law isn't true, also it isn't a mistake. We live in a relative world. Expectations are hold as a pillar of our sacrifices, but the result might be worse than what we want. It strikes us mentally n physically. Feeling in vain, useless, pointless... I've faced it as well. Here, there, last time, now... All which has happened to me individually has helped my logical thought to say that there's no such thing as Law of Conservation. A painful hope it would be, if I prefer to believe it. Faithless...

Hmmm...what a rich world we live in.

miCu terus GeMek!!

2004-09-27T14:35:00.000+02:00

Just as promised, there would be a report for this GVB-strikes-day. So typical, isn't it? It's a mid-day report though, not the whole day [I've decided to report it now, otherwise there'd be some missing spots if I forgot].

So...stopped reading several pages of Mithrandir-went-to-Fangorn-Forest at 11.30 [gosh, only 30 minutes reading that book, but why couldn't my eyes hold it? This is a RIDICULOUSLY PATHETIC DOWNGRADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!] n decided to stroll my hands drawing manga stuff as usual. Hmmmm...what kind of human class that's unusual? An Aqualith? Orrr.... a Calculator, just like in Final Fantasy Tactics [a complicated yet simple class [?]]. That type weares robe, rite? Figured it like a Geek-type. Or Fratgirl. Yeah...but I'd make her look stronger. The strongest geek ever. heheh...
[a little secret:if i hear a word 'geek', the image always...not always, but sometimes...goes down to IT staff. Sometimes to Inholland students, mind you...save for they staying together with me. No geek at Westwijk [FYI]!!!!]
After drawing some, my head got heavier, sleep status struck my whole body n 'Zzzz...' letter popped outta my head. Sleeping time from 2 til 6 am.

Heard a noise...UC's voice there [if I didn't hear that annoying voice, I'd have slept til 9!!! So, thanx anyway] n so started reading Orthanc's book once more for a few pages. Upiek was still showering herself intimately [hiiiiiiiiiiiiy, why did i know??], three stooges were chatting with unknown topics etc. Nothing interesting til more or less 8.15 got out n started going to Schiphol by walking.
~No train station near to my neighbourhood, n today's a strike day [No bus, metro, tram for one day in Amsterdam]~

We walked [sometimes there was no space for loper like us], chatted, saw a fat black pig at the farming site, joked about GeMek [OMG], ate fried noodles made n brought exclusively for this 2.5-hours-pilgrimage, stretched our feet at the 'Leuke Zuidtangent-Haalte', etc etc etc til finally we found that there was no other way to go through besides by Sternet [yeah, it's not possible walking through that tunnel].

Schiphol Plaza, 10.30 ~wanted to buy a ticket but alas unable to purchase [why has the transfer not been into my account? weirdo] so hide-n-seek with NS. heheh...

Problems arose. It's 11. I thought I would be late for this important meeting at 11.30. Gosh, LATE FOR THE MEEEETINGG!!!!!! Late for a class is not a big deal, but group meeting..!!! Dunno, I feel worse if I missed the group meeting than a lecture class. It's like throwing 1 point out of our reliability for the group. Bad, this is BAAD!!! They understood, of course...but still, my purpose of going to school was for this meeting, nothing else. N i was late, late, late, LATE!!!!!!! BECAUSE OF THIS REALLY F****N' STRIKE, EVERYONE WHO DOESN't OWN CARS or BIKES WOULD BE MESSED UP!!!

Goddamn this f****n' country!!!!! You wanted us suffering again?!?!?!

How fortunate! The group members who appeared at the meeting were only 3, excluding me. That's why the meeting got postponed for tomorrow [13.15]. Good Lord, thanx so much! This was a messed-up day...

Chaotic Empires: Advancing to a higher level n gold, it's intermediate though.

Don't care about what'll happen tonight.

BeTTer thAn eVer

2004-09-21T14:38:00.000+02:00

Got mail from Jaap [business lecturer] that I don't need to attend his class cuze I've passed the test. So, I'm not one of those losers...hehehehe. Thus I got more time for group n myself on Monday.

Question for the group's concern:
can i handle the end-bidbook n powerpoint [also as a speaker in a major part] for presentation, plz?

Questions for individual's concern:
will i be able to take care of these problems n solve them on my own?
[HEY, this is a question for a newbie unlike you!!!! you should have other n better questions!!!!]

free transport
metro 53 from diemen-zuid to gaasperplaas; then take metro 50 to Zuid-WTC; take 51 afterwards, to Sacharovlaan. geen strippenkaaaaaaaartjes!!!! only 45 minutes [excluding walking to the stations].

o yeah, how's the pilpres going in Indo? gotta check kompas-online!!!

AmUsiNg or ...???

2004-09-20T16:22:00.000+02:00

MinuTes of SchOOL today:
--one--
Met my group members, two of them are from China, four are from NL, one from ... uhm, Belgie??? forgot, sorry.
--zwei--
Asked everything about the progress that the group has made and they actually have done almost everything. This is the fourth week, so we need to take into action of what we have planned in the document. Still confusing, though...two members would be contacting the counsellor tomorrow, two would be contacting the city counsel, and what else?
--drie--
The group has already had a website that makes us easy to contact and see the products each other; what we need is just upload a file that we've made or download others' files.
--shi--
The theme of our event in Bijlmer will be "Kwakoe" [it's Surinaamse event], filled with rap battles, stand-up comedy acts, dance battles, beat boxing and live band performances.
--lima--
My task is to contact n book musicians [together with Amarantha n Teun] though don't have any ideas on how to do that yet...heheh...[this is still a plan, don't need to contact them if this plan is still not approved by the client, right?]. We'll meet again tomorrow at 12.30 at the leisure lobby. Tonight: check whether Amarantha has sent u info about the musicians. Thursday meeting will be at eleven!!!!
--six--
skip the first hour of business class for taking the test. Dunno how the result would be. At the second hour, a T/F questions were passed on to the students, u know, about the equilibrium price, the effects of supply, demands etc... it's easy, really.
--zieben--
found a computer n tried to get any info about this project. I wanna buy the project booook!!! [forgot to bring the wereldpas, shit!!]

one problem solved, thousand problems arise...

Home Project

2004-09-20T01:20:00.000+02:00

Westwijk PROJECTs:
19th-20th of September 2004

Finishing the Endless Mode of Dancing Stage Fever. [failed]
Started: 4.30 pm
[UPIEK] failed at certain songs: Look to the Sky, Do It Right etc at Difficult Level.
[ELVIN] failed at certain songs: Do It Right, Jungle Mix etc at Difficult Level.
[AMAMO] failed at certain songs: Overblast, Paranoia Evo etc at Diff. n Expert Level.
Betulnya sih banyak banget lagu yg kita kira bisa taunya failed [banyak juga kok yg succeeded], but that's internal.
heheheheheh...
Finished: 7.30 pm.

Performing Singstar Songs in Indonesian. [kinda succeeded]
Started: 7.30 pm
[unprepared] --jangan dianggap serius--
Livin'la vida loca [hidup kayak orang gila]
KungFu Fighting [Bertarung KungFu]
Like a Virgin [kayak perawan]
Round Round [puter-puter]
One Love [satu cinta]
Ace of Spades [As sekop]
Murder on the Dance Floor [pembunuhan di lantai dansa]
[prepared] --sampe ditulis di notepad--
Thank You [terima kasih] nya Dido
Dengan segala pemaksaan translasi yg akhirnya malah gak nyambung sama sekali, karena ketekunan n keseriusan kita bersama segalanya berlangsung dengan lancar n khidmat.
Finished: 12.30 am

rAwOn, oooooMMM....

2004-09-12T22:52:00.000+02:00

Sebenernya tgl 11 sept.2004
Pas harinya 'The Destruction of Two Towers' bbrp taun yg lalu di amrik, kita yg di londo malah bikin acara ultah massal!!!
hehehehe...
Yang ultah mulai awal september sampe tanggal 10 kemaren:
1. Haryo, mahluk halus [berhubung kalo ngomong haluuuuuuuus bgt] dari surabaya.
2. Iftah, yg notabene paling tua di lingkungan anak2 yg ultah.
3. Kemal, anak westwijk n no comment about this guy. [hehe, kan tiap hari ketemu Mal]
4. Arifin, yg sibuk buat placementnya tapi masih juga sempet cabutin buntut taoge.
5. Nefry, yg paling cilik soale paling muda.
SELAMAT BUAT ENTE2 SEMUA!!

Pada kumpul semua di westwijk, tepatnya Gaasterland 44 1187 KA, Amstelveen NL bikin acara barenk2. Yg dateng ada dari komunitas Marcopolo [thx buat Fajar yg bawain kamera gw hehehe...., Dika, Arin, Adhie etc], Holendrecht [Iis, oom Fred etc], Oranjebaan [rumahnya Haryo kamsudnya], temen2nya yg ultah [winny,bubul etc] n bbrp temen yg gw gak tau [sori ya, namanya gw kuper..:P]. Thanx aja udah dateng.

Bikin rawon pake daging sapi...or kambing ya? lupa...pokoke sesuatu yg tidak bisa upik makan. upik...upik....kasiannya dirimu...[rasain lu! huehuehue]

Sekali lagi, suguhannya ngobrol, maen ps, makan, buka kado n karaoke [meski para warga pestanya malu2 kucing...or mungkin lagunya gak sesuai yah? hehe sorry!!] selese secara official [tamu terakhir pulank] jam tujuh. lumayan lah, namanya juga pesta ultah massal. Malemnya sisa gw n upik nyanyi2 gila yg orang sebut sih 'improvisasi'. Only the hell cares, yg penting having fun. After that, ipin dateng abis part-timing jd schoonmakster n rencananya sih mau bikin video klip lagunya Lemar '50/50'. Akhirnya cuman jadi studio rekaman ala kadarnya. Singstaren sampek jam 12 malem, upik udah ko'it, n suara gw n ipin udah soak gara2 nonstop tereak2...huehuehue. tidur deh!! eh belon deng, jam 3 berhubung masih belum bisa tidur dengan nyenyak, akhirnya mutusin bersiin lantai bawah scr total, abisin makanan yg kurang, mandi lagiiiii...terus tidur.

foto nyusul!! [bukan di kamera gw soalnya]

How about "Kick...its...ass"

2004-09-08T13:30:00.000+02:00

Still half an hour before going to the student counsellor. Well, I have a problem regarding my study here. Grades, surely. Some assignments still have no result. I've contacted the Bureau, lecturers etc about this...I know it's already too late!!! But I got the letter from the Bureau just by the end of August, which made me sick thinking about what I should do!!!

I'm tired of solving problems like this. This is not the first time, actually. Last June, I still had no grade for 2nd phase Vircon [should've been published that time] and because of that, I've wasted my time emailing thousand times to Steven. I asked him why he didn't publish my grade on the board. why why why why why why...etc. And he didn't reply or say anything to me but finally in mid-July, I got it [worth 7 ECTS!!!]. This school is ridiculous...more than any school, I guess.

Geez, I don't know what to say. Will everything be better after consulting with the counsellor? I hope...

Hey hey, FMA 47th ep in suprnova!!!! Lust died, Sloth evaporated and other ridiculos things happening beyond my thinking...a gorgeous script. My life is messed up here, really...but excitement like this shouldn't get away, or else I'm dead. hehehehehehe......

SinGsTar star....star...

2004-08-25T21:13:00.000+02:00

Nyanyi singstar pas ultahnya priyadikeren@yahoo.com. Ini hari minggu kan? apa Bukan? ya, Pin? kapan? Itu yang gak megang mic tapi ikut2 joged2 doank namanya vanessa van mametje. Sebelahnya ane, sebelahnya si Meltje yang supercentil tanpa memerhatikan usia. hehehe...becanda mbak. Belakang yg gak keliatan jelas itu si Tiki yg ultahnya sama kayak Ipien. Hore!!!

dinner...ner...

2004-08-25T21:11:00.000+02:00

Ultah ipin hari ke...berapa yah? pokoke bulan juli tanggal...20-an gitu ya? lupa..hehehe...
dr kiri::beni,ipin n uc, me, nessa, lyndis [julukan dr gua ndiri :P] n halim...

third year....third year!!!

2004-08-25T20:29:00.000+02:00

Wahhhh...udah taun ketiga masih belom balik ke indo juga. Bertengkar dengan waktu neh masalahnya [en doku juga, tentu saja :P]
Ulmie akhirnya balik ke indo, sisa Dory n Anggi yg ntar lagi juga pulank. Kebelet jg neh jadinya. Apa pas lebaran ntar aja yah??? Insya Allah.... Mom n Dad, doain semoga amam bisa pulank yah. Hehehehe...

Recent Condition:
setengah sembilan malem waktu londo [sebagaimana yg terlihat di pinggir sono], waktunya masak dinner. Tapi td siang udah bikin sop tuna belom abis. Komposisinya simpel buanget lagi, ukuran mahasiswa [tuna kaleng, kentang, jamur, tomat, kaldu, bw bombay, kembang tahu, apa lage yah....?]...menurut gw seh lumayan. BUAT YG MAKAN JANGAN COMMENT, AWAS LO!!!! hehehehe....
ipin barusan pulank dr kerja. Di luar abis ujan. Di bawah beni n kemal maen Panel de Pon.

o'ow ada yg dateng. sek ya! lanjut ntar REPORTnya!!!
heheh!!!

menikMATIIIIIII...!!!!!!!

2004-08-25T20:05:00.000+02:00

ANTJEU:
aw aw aw, iiihhhh, gimana syihh inih belanda, syebel deh eke!!

ARC:
hah, ngape lo ngambek2 ndiri kayak kebo banci begitu? --emank ada kebo banci--

ANTJEU:
eh, ARC, tadi ni yaa, eke liat luar tuhhhhh, panas be-ge-te. COBA!!! ehhhhh gilirannya mau keluar pedikyuuuur-an sama temen2 eke nan gaul alala mendung en ujan deres begini. hihhhhh, batal deh tuh acara! mana temen2 eke nan gaul alala --lagi-- sengaja ngambil liburan gak kerja di salon masing2 buat je-je-pe.

ARC:
oooooh, gitu.......ya udah, lu daripada ngebacot nyemprot2 disini, mending lu keluar sana marahin tu ujan.

ANTJEU:
iiiiih kok gitu syikh yey, ARC!!! jahat deh!!! bukannya meluk eke nenangin gitu kayak di sinetron2 itu tuh...malah ngusir!!

ARC:
kambing lu peluk!!! enak aja, emank gua orang gak jelas kayak eloh?!?!?!?! maksud gua, mending lu ngapain gitu daripada ngambek2 soal ujan, kan percuma tau!!! mau diapain lagi coba? ya udah toh!!! lagian di rumah juga banyak kerjaan. Contoh: gosok kloset, bersiin dapur, nyuci baju, nyetrika sprei, nyapu n ngepel, ngloper koran --tapi di luar ujan seh ya, hehehehe-- etc. Noh, seabrek!!!

ANTJEU:
hhmmmmmm.....iya sih, tapi kan...tapi kan...

ARC:
ya udah gih, sana! ntar ujannya juga berhenti, baru lu keluar. sementara itu selesain yg lo bisa dulu. Udah ah, gua mau ke atas dulu. OK??

ANTJEU:
....................

ARC:
yeee, ngambek lage lu?!?!

ANTJEU:
hiks......hiks......

ARC:
loh....loh...LOH?!?!?!?!busyet dah!!! malah nangis lagi neh orang!!!!!wadoooh...gak tau ahhh...gua mau ke atas pokoknya. Mandi dulu!!!udah bau soalnya, asoy!!!

ANTJEU:
yah...hiks...yah...ARC, tungguin eke donk! gimana donk!!!!?? jangan tinggalin eke dibawah donk, takut suara geledek nih!!!
[dan suara geledek pun menggelegar.....GELEDEEEEKKKKKK!!!!] hiks....huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!!!!

NETHERLANDS SITUATION REPORT:
NOTHING OUT OF ORDINARY HERE. WEATHER CHANGES HAPPEN MORE OFTEN. CAREFUL WITH YOUR CLOTHES --JANGAN SAMPE SALAH MAKE BAJU KAMSUDNYA-- AN HOUR OF SUN, AN HOUR OF RAIN. GREAT, THIS IS TERRIBLY GREAT!!!!!

AKFG --wattttaaaaaaauwww!!!!!!--

2004-08-21T17:37:00.000+02:00

INHOLLAND...
INHOLLAND...
INHOLLAND...

crap...//

friends went back to indo//from the same course, surely//internship//cool//
me?//still taking care of the project first//will be an internee in february//
also taking care of another problem//here//here...in Netherlands//

crap...//

listening to Asian KungFu Generation//it's J-Rock//punk?but still, i like their songs//a bit disgrace for the main vocalist//the music's taken me inside it//meaning i'm impressed//MuGen GLiDer's one song i like most of all//aa, sokka, kono kimochi......moo ikkai kikitte ii???//

crap...//

wanna chat with someone//noone's online//wanna call indo//no asia-card credit//wanna go to bath//feeling like the bathroom is thousand miles away//wanna dig in Bikanel Island and find an Iron Duke outta nowhere//now, that's awful//awful//awfulllllllll.....//

crap...//

what crap? you crap!!!! GTG!!
Hey, let me know if there's something worth --even a single letter-- in this post.

AJ's now at seventh heaven...yeah, that sucks!!!!!!! [ngemeng epek te messs???]

A-I-U-E-O

2004-08-13T21:04:00.000+02:00

..::OnE-MonTh RePorT::..
Okay, since nothing big happened lately, thus wasn't worth seeing here.
One thing that made me concern about was just my ID card. [where's that guy stealing my card? police, hellowww!!!!]
How the heck could i get that little ^%^$&*&%^%&&*%^thing inside my portemonee?!?!?!?!?!?
I just need to show that thingie to my boss n then i can work again. Hix...but it's terribly, nearly impossible to happen for now.
Only 4 people left in this a-bit-remote-compared-to-the-others' house. And it will be 3 remaining by the end of this month, since Ms. Vanessa van der Mametje will leave on Sunday, 15th of August this year [of course].
Hmmm...just went to Centrum, bought some lumpia, had a lunch at Mc.D, washed my eyes [HAHAHAHAHH, what a stupid idea just to reflect what indonesian people say: CUCI MATA in English!!! That's really embarassing...]
Raining now...sweet...and creepy...
Hey Hey, ATHENS 2004 Opening Ceremony!!! Neat!!! OK, better watching it than writing useless things here. Jya Ne!!!

IzEnk LaGeeeeee.....

2004-07-22T18:17:00.000+02:00

Weh weh, udah ampir 2 minggu gak ngecek. Mualezzeee...!!!
Pokoke sekarang tu, bulan ini, banyak yg ngrayain ultahnya. Ada yg mesti weekend-an doank pake BBQ (sapa tuh...:P), ada yg sampe 3 hari (bahkan hari keempat pun masih ada yg dateng..eheheheh!!), n ntar ada neh weekend lage ~ThiNkiNg of KaDooTjes~ karena itu drpd repot ngomonk ke masing2 orang, disini ajah ngucapinnya:

MET ULTAH BUAT SEMUA!!! yg ke 20 kek, 22 kek, or brppun, selamat yaaaa, menjadi orang yg lebih tua daripada saya...
elvin aka ipin aka priyadikeren
bagus aka teekee
melatee aka meltje
anggee aka w**** **i (hueheh)
n siapa lagi yah, lupa...

O ya, KHUSUS juga buat my beloved Mom, yg ultah tgl 21 July kemaren. OTANJOUBI OKAASAN!!!! GENKI!!!GENKI!!!

Kalo soal perubahan2 yg terjadi sekarang ini...:::::
1. eBay, baru masuk (telat!coba dr dulu2 lu gak tekor) n surganya barang2 bagus yg murah...
2.dodolan sate, seminggu 210 euro. tapi jauhnya itu looooo....nyari lagi deh yg deket2.
3.skul, sepertinya ada perubahan besar yg bakal merubah hidup saya (yek, opo ae to???)
4.hmmmmm...opo yo? kayaknya seh ada, tapi pas mau nge-minute lupa. ya sudahlah...

Buat photo reports di blog sini (birthday reports), abis ini ane post deh.
OKAY!!!!

[busettt...puanaazzzzzzz polllllllllllllllll]

anGGee's BdaY at SpoRtLaan

2004-07-11T09:53:00.000+02:00

Anggee's b-day setaon laloe...di SPORTLAAN. lovely.

Front [fr.Left]: Dewi n Andis

2nd row [idem]: Komar, Ulmie, Nessa, Anggee

3rd row [idem]: Haryo, Kemal, Halim, Me, Dory, Cherry n him [forgot his name, sorry]

KusUt FacEs!!

2004-07-11T09:52:00.000+02:00

Muka udah pada luesu smua...capek, abis kuliah. Ini kayake pas masih di sportlaan, rumah kedua. April-June gitu kali waktunya. lupa...

Left to right: Me, Nessa, Anggee, Haryo. Who did take the photo?Kemal????

[[forgot to add...Keukenhof again]]

2004-07-11T09:43:00.000+02:00

Long ago, Keukenhof...They were cool...those flowers i mean.

Front [from left]: Halim, Nezzie, Riri, Anggee, Nessa, Iftah.

Back [idem]: Rusli, Kemal, Me, Ammar, Rani, Haryo, Ithok.

oNe LasT ChANce oR U diE!!!

2004-07-11T09:04:00.000+02:00

another weeks to wait til i finally grab my brain just to post something here. well, sorry then, i guess...

//let's see//
last post said settling up my plans, and my desired image::to be a can-cook-well-and-by-myself student, meaning--> a professional student (wow!such a harsh) who can manage things correctly and...and...hmm, u know.

current condition::messed up, heheh...which defines my current image: a person who doesn't even stand a chance to see what the world is really like. haha, now i've opened my trump card to anyone. But hey, still it's not that bad.

- Those f****n InD couldn't trace the impostor who took my id card at the Amstelveen foreign police--now has moved to Amsterdam-- n til now, no further result reported.

- resits are done, n wait for the grades. [cmc was difficult but fun//corporate was the easiest//n mass too//visual?actually, it's easy, but seeing such a bad-breathed-horrible-looking-face-perfectionist A*****e, things became worse]

- Duinrell--Kip sate, with sate broodje n kroepoek-- parttime>>supposed to be worth 35 euros per day. Not bad.

- Incasso businesses, still waiting. God, i really need it asap. o yeah, K***l hasn't paid his debt. When he will do that, i still have no idea. hmm...call his dad?

- Anggee's birthday yesterday, but celebrated today. Singstar? third place? nah, i won't be at home til wednesday. A gift, we forgot. Sorry nggee...

- Dead SEA mud-- NOW. such relaxing...

- EBay, EBay!! highest bidder, one. Overboden, one. Winner, two. Cheap thingies equal to longevity of waiting. YEAH!!

- Asia card//heheh//pengen nelpon, tp pas gak ada yg ngangkat...hix//ya sudah besok2 lagi...

OKOKOKOKOOKOKOKOK!!!

haiyaaaaaa....

2004-06-22T13:05:00.000+02:00

o'ow, situasi gawat darurat!!!diharapkan kembali normal dalam waktu dekat!!!o'ow!!!

//SCHooL//
Steven...my Vircon GRADES, plz!!!!!!
Specializations Assignments [make sure u pass them all]!!!

//HoME//
Hari kemis!!!
ke Liesbeth, ABN, acceptgiro, min. akhir bulan kelar!!!
Parttime hr Kemis lageh [jgn lupa dokumen2mu]!!!

//IDBEWIJS//
IPS...
ke Liesbeth juga, IND de el el [tau lah]

wake up!!!wake up!! do something!!! heheh...
should be fine, rite??rite??
OK, it's time!

MiNggU SiBoEk Or GaRiEnK??

2004-06-20T17:42:00.000+02:00

Hmmm...9 days without any updates. So what? Situation here didn't support me to blogging. Once a week's enough, did i say that? heheheheeh...[namanya juga orang mood2an, beginilah jadinya]

Many times i've blown off steam, just to make everything worse. Yeah, it's all about that 'one'. N til now, still in unstable condition.

'Brain-check'::::::::::://

School matters?
hmm, everything's fine. Final presentation's just finished last thursday. Group evaluation will due on next week. RESITS on July 7. [working on a project that was supposed to be done with 4-5 people//but only 3 people actually, was indeed exhausting].

Individual parts::
- End-Report Compiling n Editing
- Computer-Mediated Communication Specialization
- Interim Report, including Questionnaire Data Results, SWOT analysis, GAP analysis etc
- Group File Compiling n Editing
- Power Point [which 'd never been published --miscommunication, really--]
- etc [not worth typing here]

I only wish i could pass this project. Please, give a mercy for these 3 pathetic human beings....:P

PRLs n CSCs?

- 4 Specializations Assignments
- Oral Comm Result
- Pers. Development
- Placement Training [how could i get this ECTS?]
- Coaching Hours [digital portfolio]
- Vircon [ask Steven about ur grade for 2nd phase]

Settle up all above after that 'one' problem. OK?
The deadline is due on Thursday, 24th of June 2004.
hm hm hm...
Keep tracks with ur agenda, ur dead-or-alive source.
Hoping for better tomorrow.

WeStWiJk's NachTMaRkT, Lil'Bro's B-Day!!!

2004-06-11T16:43:00.000+02:00

Been a week, hasn't it [more...duh!]? Well, try to push myself writing this stuff of a blog, even just a bit. But i'm not kinda mood. So many other things to do, which u know what they're about.

::SCHOOL::

Oral Exam? Wrote something in it...Too much of opinion's not good for your health. U should've taken more theories. What did Nik say to you, dumb-ass??!! If the result didn't go well, then u must prepare for something more terrible [resit??hueheh].

Group thingies? Getting an extension due to special occassion XD in your group doesn't mean that life can be better!! Yeah, u can say that it relaxes you a while. But please, morron, realize that you're standing at the edge of time!!!Better rush off, countdown's ticking!!! [but what Noelle n Nancy did when they 'fighting' in Dutch can be amusing. They both're funny when arguing]
1. ENDreport format should be changed [Definitions are first]
2. Interview report
3. Policy -- Noelle's part
4. Personal Reflective Report 3x
5. Data Analysis...[dull analysis]
6. Front Cover should be changed
7. Section pages -- just take IKEA pictures
8. Powerpoint Presentation

::INTERMEZZO::
Hahah!!At last all will be finished in a week. Glad we all make it!! O yeah, Today's lil'bro's day!!
::NICE BIRTHDAY TO YOU, LIL BRO!!
::AT WHICH AGE R U NOW?? 16th??
::GETTING OLDER, GETTING WORSE!!! heheh, kidding!!!
::Sorry I can't say it directly!!

THE SCANNER's in ERROR!!!!HELP!!!I'M really sorry Mom, I can't send it.
VACATIONJOBS...VACATIONJOBS...VACATIONJOBS!!!YEAH!YEAH!YEAH!!!
No cool movies, no cool games, no cool girls...:P

EL PRESENTAZIONE!!!!hoe gaat het??!!!

LapErrrRRRrRRrr....

2004-06-02T20:14:00.000+02:00

belom makan dr pagi, kosonk perut. untung gak ada kelas [deadline doank] jadi gak perlu was-was [kalo perut bunyi pas pelajaran kan bisa bikin mumer!!]
wah!deadline PRLmu gimana??klaar?? rebezz deh! mudah2an aja gak fail...:(
nongkrong di depan kompu di D1, yokko minta printin kerjaannya dia, anggee n nezzie juga, ya sudah [berhubung saya yg kebetulan di skul...], kan masih ada credit.

:::kok bahasanya jd kayak diary indo kampuang seh?:::

Just checked on the schedule for the second time [after getting a phone call from Nancy --meeting on MONDAY, two days before the FINAL DEADLINE, hiiiiy mepet!!], planned on shopping in Oriental [but cancelled lately], n had a lunch [beefburger again, + kipcorn + green tea ??[not sure about it].

hmmmm...sleepy...look, it's raining out there. nice weather, really...yeah...bfffff...
[sruuttt...]syuuutt...grooooookkkk....groooookkk....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

[actually, the minutes is supposedly longer than this, but the weather now is really giving my eyes shut...so, wtf]

FIRST PIC in Holland, actually...

2004-06-02T19:58:00.000+02:00

Uilenstede....!!!!! Kamar kecil nan menenangkan!!! Tapi cuma 6 bulan [+/-]... pertama2 dateng kesini...

from Dirk to Uilenstede...[2002]

2004-06-02T19:55:00.000+02:00

DARi DIRK van de BROEK, zonnestein. Berhubung deket sama apartemen di Uilenstede, jadi trolleynya kita bawa!! HUEHEHHE.... Dua di depan:: amam [jeans] n yussi [gray jack], dua di belakang:: elvin [one girl only] n beni [hat]. kayaknya yg moto si Kemal deh, ya kem??

smunsanese [2.2 doank]

2004-06-02T19:52:00.000+02:00

SMUNSA MALANG, kelas 2.2 taun 2001. Pake kamera khusus from my Dad [berhubung temen gua bukan prof, jadi hasilnya yaa biasa ajah...]. Ini di depannya tugu kotabaru [so pasti di Malank], abis pulank skul...a week before going to Japan. Sejarahnya tugu neh [btw]:: buat cemplungin anak2 smuku, smunya ulma n smunya putri kalo ultah...[became victim::FOUR TIMES!!!]. oh iya, ane pokoke paling depan n jaket biru [soale gak jelas...yah??]

whatchamacallit?!?!?!?!?

2004-06-01T14:36:00.000+02:00

Gosh, only a few sec after relaxing my butt on the bus seat in the morning, a guy came n sat right in front of me. At first, nothing happened. Later, I heard a noise from my front...[i was wearing mpio but still could hear anything out there]. That noise came from a guy...who was talking alone with nobody else there. Perhaps he was wearing a handsfree? I sorta peeked n checked [hey, his voice was SOOO DISTURBING, EVERYONE COULD GET MAD EVEN IF YOU [no matter WHO YOU ARE!!] HEARD!!!!so I was doing the right thing...right?] but none i found any equipped or even injected material there.

HE TALKED AS HE'S ANGRY AT SOMEONE~don't ask me the language he used, it's unidentified~n just talked loudly without stopping [with weird gestures, he did]!!! I wanted to ask him to lower down his voice n perhaps calm down a bit, please?? but a gramp sitting right behind me didn't want me to do that.

"Hmmm? He's disturbing, right gramp? But why you....? hm? yeah, He is a...? OK, WHAT?!?!?!?! really?!?!?!!!!
wow, how could he...a...? be here..?!?!?! I mean...hrrmmh..!!! ok, i see..."

Lately after that gramp told n explained somethings about that guy [since she'd been in the bus long before i came], I could get insight about what's happened. That guy was sick. His sickness was due to irregular brain activity caused by, probably, depressive situation, which means::HE was CRAZY, or INSANE, or whatever words like it, but u know what I mean. ORANG GENDHENG ADA DI BUS, SENDIRIAN LAGI!!!

The gramp told me that this crazyer [bleh] haD been in the bus for so long but he paid a ticket for it [ADA ORANG GILA ISO MBAYAR TIKET BUS BEKALI2] so the STUPID busdriver couldn't do anything but to let him inside. Actually he did nothing than sitting calmly but talking-talking-talking n sometimes shaking his head in such a way that made we, commoners, annoyed. We talked to the driver lately about it, but he told us that that crazy guy knew where he wanted to go. Two stops before the last, final stop...hmmm...??? so the driver would do nothing but to get him out at his destination...if he didn't want to get out at the stop where he wanted to go, then just kick his butt [the driver had said exactly what i wrote here]. hmmm..OK then the problem could be said as finished.

BUT STILL I FELT STRANGE somehow...

Okey, I didn't meet Noelle at school n at Personal Development class [but Chitroet said that she was in the Oral Comm Class at nine, which i was late due to oversleeeeeeeeeeeping...zzzzzzz] so the meeting was cancelled.

Craig just gave us something childish but funny in his class. We were asked to write anything that came up from our mind on a paper [so i wrote about the crazy guy in a bus]//
analyzed partner's visual gesture when thinking about things that he did or did not like [I asked Dom about gals with bikini~did he like it or....?heheh]//
n tested our imagination n interpretation on subjects he told us] well, if u guys think that this is a playgroup class due to how i explained here, i will disagree with it. It's rather a psychology class. Psychology, guys, not a playgroup!! HEHEHEHEHEHH.....

ONAKA GA SUITA...TABETAI...ASA GOHAN WA NAI KARA. JYA, IE NO HIRU GOHAN O TABETTE II?? KAERO SA!!
MATA AU!!

MAASSSSSCOMMUNICATIOOOOONNNN, do it! do it! do it!

--DISGAEA:THE HOUR OF DARKNESS--
--when to get? when to buy?plz--

PenTeCosT meant AH's Closed...//

2004-05-31T13:30:00.000+02:00

one cup rijst for six butt-heads. yeah right, so we went to plan B::
EAT EUROPEAN-SIMPLE-FOOOOOOD!!!
rice's not a priority back then, was it?
spaghetti
~with formaggio
pop corn
fried meat
milkshake
burger
anything.....???

well, at least, it filled a belly. [a cup of rice is worth 1.80 euro...small cup, in the nearest chinese restaurant//small one...really small...bleh!!]

went to film club--rent ROTK to rewatch it, it's gonna be worth of a time--
WELL, THIS TIME for sure, i'm not keen on thinking of my ass...i mean, assignment [kick-butt assignment, then].

LOST 50 hours of progressing Golden Sun 2 in just a sec. [traumatized til now]
heheheheh...but no regret.

Wanna go to chang, eat as much as this stomie can take.

o yeah::SLI TELKOM 007 WOULD BE STARTING TO OPERATE IN JUNE 7 [PERHAPS] FOR A DISCOUNT PRICE DURING ITS FIRST MONTHS [SUMMER TIME], BUT HECK WITH THE PRICE, ASK THEM YOURSELF!!
TIL LATER!!

IT's FrIdAy...//borne stepping feet here//in SCHOOL?!?!?!?!

2004-05-28T11:16:00.000+02:00

one reason to add: get online for a full day!!!
OK, say that again, respecting life regarding school works and so...well, has been happening since last year. Though it's irritating as ever, but w.c.y.d?? Instead of blubbering [useless], why don't u go to school?

After all, staying in school today's not a bad one. It's rather amusing i must say [few students here//easier to find a pc]. Hey, where else can u get OL without anyone interfering [u mean, w/o childish n annoying noises, stupid jokes etc?hmmm]?
Hahahah, a bit tempted, rn't u now?
wtf, don't care about it!!

OK OK, let's see [sleepy]:
Yesterday called ENECO for the fifth times til my beltegoed got sucked enough [10 cent per minuut? nope, it's 4 euro p.m!!!!] n waited for anyone from that company to come over.
Other evently event? niet zo belangrijk!!

Today, just wanna pleasure my eyes::heh?!?!?!what do u mean?!?!?!?!::
It concerns to two things::Tolkien's und The Third Place!!!! YeaH, u BET!!!

--MASS COMMUNICATION--
--2nd JUNE 2004, 9am--
--am i right, guys?!--

hmmmm, wanna fill up my stomie, BANAAAAAAAAAANTJE!!!!!!

FaMiLy PiC //lamaaaa~ sekale//

2004-05-26T19:24:00.000+02:00

taun 1996 dulu, still in a beloved town, Semarank [pokoke kalo pulank ke indo hrs mampir]. Kalkulasi keadaan penampilan//SD, SMP, SMA, INHOLLAND...//EiGHT Years//WHO CARES?? life goes on, rite?

front: Dad n Mom

Back [from left]: Bang Echa, Eggy, Amam [me]

Photographic RePort ::Last Year::

2004-05-26T19:09:00.000+02:00

When was it again? hmmm...after all, it was the 2nd time in Jaap Eden. A few weeks later after the official cultural student tour. It's slippe...wha'?! ouch!!!!! [slippery indeed]

from leFT: UC, HarYo, Me

BaNaNa...piSaNk...BaNaanTje

2004-05-26T18:05:00.000+02:00

Banana//Bananier Nain//Canbur//Curro//Plantain//PISANK!!!

[MUSA ACUMINATA COLLA, M. X PARADISIACA L. ~hybrid~]
[ABYSSINIAN BANANA (ENSETE VENTRICOSSUM CHEESMAN)]
[MUSA BALBISINA COLLA]
[M. ORNATA ROXB.]
[M. TEXTILIS NEE]

"Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose - combined with fiber; a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy."
Lula Vecchi

This kinda fruit can help in cases of anemia, blood pressure, brain power, constipation, depression, hangovers, heart-burn, morning sickness, mosquito bites, nerves, PMS, ulcers, temperature control, seasonal affective disorder, smoking, stress, strokes, warts, etc!!!

further info about it? find out yourself, or ask melati aka meltje van kinkelstraat...heheheheh..

::Tasting one of sweet tropical fruits this morning::
It was great, really. Though having a cough [yet not so bad], i didn't care. INstead, my throat felt better just short while after swallowing one.
A recommendation for anti-banana members like some of you here...heheh.

~Struggling for a better life here, so don't bother about this post~

O yeah, plain minutes of the day ::til 19.00::
7.30~7.59//woke up n checked celphone
8.00~10.29//slept again XD
10.30//wakey-wakey...2nd time
10.30~15.29//concerning daily activities n school assignments
15.30~15.59//took once-a-day bath
16.00~17.29//read viscom book, masscom [DL: 9th June 2004]n lotr appendices
17.30~now//YEAH!!!!!! [hm?]

Still::
siddi ~ko telpon itu casema!!
dua ~kirim ko punya foto na mamak minta, lewa'ki aga je'e??
tiga ~ko telpon juga ko punya bapak na? nenek juga pi!
pa' ~laporan2mu smuanya ko seleseikan [da' tau me ka apa heheheh]

Kinõ wa atsui to SUNSHINE datta...kyõ to onaji janai!!!

2004-05-25T13:48:00.000+02:00

Bingung daku, maunya musim panas tapi kok ya masih dingin2 aja? Udah gitu tiap jam kondisi cuaca bisa berubah drastis. Kemaren untung gak pake baju tebel, soale panas n silau. Hr ini...dingin n mendung, tapi gak tau lagi kalo ntar berubah jd panas juga.
Mesti bawa baju ganti [malese pak!!!]

::Sehari menjelang deadline [yg dipercepat tanpa alesan pasti //IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 9TH OF JUNE!!!!!!WHY?!?!?!?!?!//]::

Nyampe di skul menjelang duhur [itu berarti satu kelas tertinggal//pusink neh, jadi istirahat aja], cari kompu di D1, E2, A2, Y2, Z1 etc but occupied, all of them!!!
Ya wes, makan duluuu [beefburger albron yg eneg]!!!!! baca2 dikit soal assignments besok. Dori dateng, trus cari kompu lagi sama2, akhirnya dapet di d1 [yes!].

Setelah urusan dengan Lambretta~rasanya jadi gak niat ngapa2in~ [Don'T!!]
So, GoinG HomE//PlanneD//at FiftEEn.
Berarti 50 menit lage! [ngerjain tugas di rumah]

::Things::
ein ~kerjain CMC n Corporate
zwei ~telp Casema
drie ~D.D.R!!!!!YEAH

hueheheheh!!!